Every word you say about me that is negative hurts me. Gossiping about me even though I might not be in the same room, hurts me. You saying there is nothing wrong that happen to me long time ago. What do you know? When, the truth is, something happen to me long time ago. Something called, separation. My grandmother, she decided to leave my grandfather and left him to live with her daughter. My grandfather was moved into a home. I haven't seen him in few years. The last time, I saw him was on November 24th. I miss him. I am his number 1 granddaughter. He made me smile and laugh. I remember when I last saw him, he said he was going to marry his nurse. But, we both have wonderful times with each-other. I hate leaving people who I love and care about. Last year, in the beginning of the school year, everyone liked talking to me. But, after December, many people hated me. People started to do rumors and gossiping about me. I remember people giving me death stares and wanting me to be gone. I know when I told my friends, that if people gave you a rumor and gossip about me, tell me and I'll tell you if it's the truth or not. One friend ... I mean two friends of mine, didn't come to me and let me know. Instead, they believed the rumor and gossip. That was some of the reasons why, people didn't want to date me. Because, people spread rumors and gossip about me. And by the way, all the gossips and rumors were lies
All I'm gonna say is, why are most people want to be friends me? On here aka wattpad. And, what is the willing of discovering myself to be open about me smiling. I remember last year, my brother told this girl that he is transgender (ftm). She made fun of my brother's name by giving him a nickname. Sayin like, "Ji-min" He liked the nickname a lot
But, that's all I have to say. I'm just sighing and thinking, that's all. And, I kinda did came out to my teacher but I guess she didn't hear what I said since I whisper it sort of. I said, "they/them please"
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When Kristian Kordula (it actually didn't allow me to write Kordula. It kept on autocorrecting to, Korduka) looks better in brown orange (his jacket) color then you .... me mostly
