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Please comment, but warning: sad. I made this today

To William Gallagher,

     Thank you for everything you have done for Kim, Allen, Bob, Linda, Bryan, Brendon, Brittany, me, and Jimin. We are even grateful to have you in our lives. I'm trying so hard to be strong for you and my friends. But, it's not easy, I love my friends so much. They help me with everything, they are supportive and acceptance. They are like another family to me. I'm so grateful to be a #1 granddaughter of the Gallaghers to you. My friends who are my 2nd family to me are name Kaylee/Quinn, (chicagogetsmysoul-) Zack, (beepbeepbitchez) Ollie, (smolbby-) Nate, (user52790499) Bailey, (bedazzle_blue) and Izzy/Isabelle. (dark-_whispers)

     I couldn't stop crying when I found out you were gone. I'm trying so hard to stay strong for you but it's so hard. Mum knows it, she sees it everyday. Family is family, friends is friends. I'm so lucky to have my friends who are my 2nd family to me because they support me with times where I felt I was alone. Since, long time I always felt I was alone. But, now I don't feel alone. Well, that's a lie. I still feel alone but hey, I have my siblings, Kim, (Mum) Doggy, uncle Bob, uncle Allen, Aunt Linda, and my 2nd family. I really miss you so much. Today on your birthday (December 4th) we (1st family and I) went to go to your funeral. I cried so much that I'm starting to cry again while writing this letter. I know you won't see this, but I know I'll share it to my family (my 1st family) since my 2nd family can already see it. I held doggy really tightly when I found out. I was scared and terrified. I haven't seen you for 2 years and then finding out what happened. Frightens me still.

     I'm going to work hard to stay strong, brave, and confident for you Pop-Pop. I'll try just for you, but it won't be easy since that's not who I am. I'm someone who gets sad easily and takes jokes seriously sometimes. I really miss you Pop-Pop and I'm holding doggy while writing this letter and tears are rushing down my face. I'm so scared Pop-Pop, I know that you know, but it's so hard. I love you so much and miss you so much. I can't even smile anymore. If I smile, my smile turned into crying quick. I wish I was kidding but I'm not. I love you so much and I'm so sorry for not seeing you sooner. You are so important to the family. Especially, your kids and grandkids. You were a soldier/veteran but still a soldier/veteran in the heart of everyone's including I. Pop-pop thank you for everything you have done to this family. Uncle Bob and Uncle Allen loves you including the siblings, Kim, and Aunt Linda. Doggy loves you also. I'm keep on crying and I can't even stop even though. I tried to stop. You are my #1 grandfather and my hero. My hero to my heart and light. I'll always keep the name Julie and Jules since it came from you.

      I miss our fun times. My favorite memory was when we do the eye staring challenge and you and I haven't done it for 2 1/2 years so we never broke the tie. But, here's the thing, I'm allowing myself to say this and that is, I declare you as the winner of the eye staring challenge. I love you Pop-Pop. Also, thank you for always listening to me what I had to say and paying attention to me since I really never had that in the family (1st) but thank you again. You are my legend, savor, and hero.

Miss you, love you, thank you for everything you have done for me and the family. I'll see you soon, I promise you

By your #1 granddaughter,
Julia/Julie (Casey)