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Deep in the water is where i belong

I feel so ignored in my friend group. Like, to be honest it bothers me so much that comes to the point where I'm just done with everything. I cut sort of in Science class today, which yay I hate my own life and self. NOW, THE WORSE PART OF 2018 besides my grandfather passing WAS MY GRANDMOTHER PASSING AWAY YESTERDAY. 😭 I found out today, I have 1 more grandparent left and it's my dad's Dad. I'm just giving up to be honest I'm sick of myself. I'm not going to respond to anyone, I just want to hear everyone say, "Casey, don't" because no one really cares about me. I'm being ignored on the group chat I am in on hangouts and no one even realizes it, that's so funny like I'm a ghost to everyone, I'm actually crying deeply rn. I also love how no one realizes I have been off wattpad and no one is even asking if I'm okay or not when I haven't been okay for a long time

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