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My Coming Out Story, (Part 1)

My friend, bedazzle_blue did this so I decided to do one also. So, the reason why I wrote part 1 is because I haven't come out all the way yet, I'm basically still in the closet aka not open about my sexuality

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After the day when I was 6 and what happened with my two friends. I started to stop liking girls. I knew, it was wrong since I was young, but I knew who I was, but couldn't fight the belief of saying, this is who I really am

One day when I was 9, I felt uncomfortable wearing a bra and a tanktop. I remember saying, "I am ugly, I hate wearing this" I disliked my chest, but I had to dealt with it and head to school. When I was at school, my teachers used she/her pronouns on me. I hated it, I hate using she/her pronouns, I felt so trapped and wrong with those pronouns. When I brought it up to my friend, she used he/him pronouns on me, that's when I discovered myself. Where I felt better using they/them pronouns. I never knew nonbinary meant you go by they/them until four weeks after figuring it out I go by they/them. Here I am, right now, I am a proud nonbinary. On all social medias I have, I wrote they/them for pronouns and I feel better

I came out as being a lesbian aka bisexual but more into girls On November 9th, 2016. When, my mum asked why was I talking about girls more then guys. I came out to her first, she was the first person I came out to. Then, progressing of time, I came out to my two friends, who 1 of them, did their coming out on here (wattpad) My mum and them supported me and accepted me in anyway

Last year in school, I had my first boyfriend/relationship. I felt trapped into the relationship. It was creepy and weird. He forced me to send nudes when I didn't want to. But, he understood and stopped. He always wanted to try holding to my hand. But, I declined it since his hands are disgusting (I mean he does disgusting things with his hands) We broke up, I broke up with him, telling him, I felt trapped in the relationship and that I was into someone else and that was a girl. I came out to him, saying "I'm bisexual" he didn't support/accept me, he thought I was weird but it didn't matter for me, since I was never into him and didn't mind his opinion. My biggest regret of 2017 was, 1. Dating a boy and, 2. Coming out to him

Right now aka today, I only came out to 11 people. Had 7 acceptances and 3 nonacceptances. I'm in a relationship with someone who I love and support them in every way possible. My name is Julia, I'm nonbinary aka that means I go by they/them and I'm a lesbian

Part 2 will be out soon when I come out to more people, thanks for reading