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Starlight are shining in the sky

Jerk, stupid, dumb, autism, retarded, bitch, annoying, broken, worthless, loner, nobody, dramatic, and nothing but a low life

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Words I was called in my whole life and still some called today. I agree with half of them and half I don't

You have no one, everyone hates you, go die, the reason this world is terrible is because you are in this world, do yourself a favor and leave, you are disgusting, no one cares about you, you are messed up in your mind and outside of your mind, no one will ever date you since you are annoying

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Words I hear people say to me from long time ago and some still today

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What I am/have
- broken
- loner
- Introvert
- major depression
- existential crisis
- eating disorder
- delayed/disability
- bookworm
- author
- torn apart
- sleep deprivation
- crying

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What I use to be
- perfect
- amazing
- wonderful
- suicidal
- awesome
- smiling

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"Who would love/date you when you are a loner?"

"You use to be funny/smile, but now you are depressing/sad"

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I'm different that's why no on sees the real me besides a few people