Updates, Stuff, and Random

Day 11 - identity

I believe it means gender identity. If, not it's okay. I'm tired right now so that might be the reason why my believing is wrong. Also,  2 things, 1. Day 5 will be coming out in few days. 2. If, I mess up on my days like I do something like my favorite family member and I said, my 2nd oldest brother. Then, I was told to change it, and I did change it to a different family member. Please know, for a heads up, I'll write on that day and said. "Was told to change somethings" sometimes minor like spelling errors and grammar. Sometimes, jealousy like my favorite family member. *fakes cough, my eldest brother* I'm going to see him this weekend since it's Troye Sivan im going to with him and my twin brother. And, if he ever finds out that my family member is Brendon (my 2nd oldest brother) I could get into trouble probably since Brendon is my role model not Bryan. I have my reasons why Brendon is my role model, for starters, I had looked up to him since I was 4. By the way, on the quiz part, I made yesterday and I asked, "how old you think I am" I did write my actual age as a multiple choice.
Well, here is when I discovered my identity

I was 9 years old when I discovered it. So, basically I was in my room getting ready for school like I always do. And, I had to wear a bra today. Normally, I'm okay with it but that day I wasn't. I put it on and looked to myself in the mirror. I felt uncomfortable wearing it, I was 9 during the time, so I thought 'oh probably, I'm transgender' putting on a tank top over my bra. Kinda trying to make a binder. Felt uncomfortable wearing that also. I couldn't waste anytime left so I took off leaving wearing a shirt with a tank top and a bra underneath my shirt. When I arrived to school my friend who I don't talk that much anymore, and I were chatting. That's when we had to go to our classes. Normally, when a teacher use she/her pronouns on me, I would be completely normal about it, but that day I wasn't. My teacher told this kid who got into trouble to sit next to me. They said, "sit next to um hm, her" points at me looked like but at the desk next to me. When my teacher used "her" aka she/her pronouns to me, I flinched. 2 people took a notice of me and shrugged then did their work

I was talking to my friend about what happened in Math Class. And, that's when she used he/him pronouns on me. I flinched to that also. We both were confused, we knew there were more then 2 genders since, 1. everyday in English class or whatever classes, there is a vocab word called pronouns. And, it means, "she/her, he/him, and they/them" do you see, what I'm saying, Nonbinary does exist. Okay, so my friend used. "They/Them" on me, and I didn't flinched, I actually smiled. That's when we did research 2 days later, and we discovered the word, Nonbinary. We looked at what it means and stuff, and that's when, we found the real me who isn't who everyone thought I was. In other words, the girl who goes by she/her or he/him, but they/them. Today, aka now (October 4th) is actually the day when my friend and I discovered, I am Nonbinary. I'm not 9 years old, that was few years ago

Sorry, if I make no sense to/on anything. My English is not really good 😂