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Cry + sigh = spam

In case you didn't read my new part on my bio book, please do so. And, comment!

I'm really upset

I am just upset but oh who cares?

No one does anymore

Yesterday before I went to my best friend/crush Halloween party, I did something which it's not cutting or anything like that, it's just something I don't want to share out loud

I was at my best friend/crush Halloween party yesterday and I was fine the whole time until the last few mins until I had to leave and I found out that she had a boyfriend.so I left her room crying, But, I didn't tell her about how I feel and I'm scared to tell her on Monday when we see each other in our first class together

What one thing made me happy yesterday was that we held hands and hugged. So, she was really upset and no one cared besides me. And, so we went into the bathroom. And, she hugged me then I hugged her. She actually cried really bad, and I cried also but didn't show it. And, then she and I held hands, like well sort of, she did smile softly when she held my hand sort of. I really love her as a friend,sister, and girlfriend. But, she did say she doesn't know who she likes yet

I'm so terrible at love, to be honest since in every relationship I been in, people really didn't like me. But, hey I'm okay

1. Yes
2. Idk, she use to like me back, but now she doesn't know who she likes
3. many
4. Many
5. crush/best friend
6. crush/best friend
7. Fake love, racism, liars, and bullying
8. Best friends, idols, and books
9. August 29th (like Liam Payne 😊 and Michael Jackson 😔)
10. History by One Direction
11. Black and Red
12. 62%
13. Mum's dad aka my grandfather, one direction, and my Chemical romance
14. Crush/best friend, my best friends who do see the real me, 2nd oldest brother, and 2nd oldest brother girlfriend who is my best friend
15. The group chat I am but other than that, no one

Anyone could do this tag

She's so beautiful, amazing, and wonderful. She makes me really smile and laugh

*falls off bed when hearing Harry Styles sings his verse of Perfect*

Actually happened to me 😂 (awwww Harry's face is such a mood)

Quotes that relate to me

Torn into pieces
Insecure with everything
Really hurting, crying, and faking a smile
Extremely tried and upset
Drowning with tears

I'm fine
Forgetful
Insecure
Not worth it to be here
Extremely boring, terrible, annoying, and worthless