Hi I'm Lilian and forgive any typos my phone's screen is faulty and tbh I don't know when I'll be getting a new one so just bear with me:).
It's definitely been more than a minute since I wrote on this platform and yes part of the reason why I went for a long time was cause of school but the other main reason was that I just couldn't go ahead anymore. By that I mean I just couldn't bring myself to write.
Like I was focusing more on the number of people reading my book and was getting stressed from every corner cause I was going through some stuff which now, looking back seems not as much as a big deal now.
I initially started this book cause I just wanted to interact with people like I wanted to write about the things I was going through and get people that were able to relate with it to just talk about it and then it was fun at first.
By at first I mean when I had just a little over ten reads and I was just doing this because I was still basking in my new found love for writing but then I started focusing more on things like
'what will people say'
'what do people want to read'
'will I get more reads if I post this'
and then my friends finding out about my secret baby (what I call this book in my head🌚) that I had really tried to keep a secret just made the pressure more bigger and thicker (if that's possible).
Now I'm back and I'm not going to make any promises that I won't suddenly STOP and go off again.
But for now, the present, I'm just going to focus on the original purpose of this book. And also just write cause of my still fresh love for writing and I don't even know where this would lead to but I'm just going to try.
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