Left Alone

Nightmare

Nightmares that plague my mind. Not knowing where to look, I'm frantic.

Shadows, people, things. I have no description for them. I seem to remember but not enough to speak.

I seem to remember but not enough to think. A short few scare me. One, all I can say was.... fearful, anything but joyful. Hearing the yelling then a bang, as my vision turns red.

Second... I don't remember. All I know is that there's a second. I seem to remember but not enough to speak.

I seem to remember but not enough to think. Lastly, the last one before today. I heard yelling, I felt the pain. I saw the knife in my hand, I saw the faceless man.

Lastly, two more shadows, people, things. I have no description for them. They yelled, he yelled... whoever he may be. I shall never know.

I felt his anger, I felt his breath before all I felt was... flesh being ripped open by my own doing. I felt the warm crimson liquid dripping off my hand.

Lastly, I fell... in the dark abyss. I was drowning. Clawing, yelling, fighting. Hitting rock bottom, seeing black surround me.

Lastly I felt my chest give, I felt my heart stop. Lastly, I felt death.

You see, all of them, so different. So real. But they weren't, I never witnessed someone getting shot, never felt blood caused from my own hand.

But, they were all so real. When I opened my eyes everytime, I panicked. I broke inside and felt like sobbing.

Nightmares. Every night, every day. Every life. There's always those ones, for me those three. That shall forever be the worse until additions come out of hiding.

..... Nightmares.