Younger Us [Fillie Story]

Titanic

Millie's POV.

I woke up crying for no reason. The dream I had was really horrible and sad. I thought I'd lost him for good. I could hear his sorrow and his life drifting away from me as the dream kept going. I was alone, on my own. I cried out. I couldn't stop. Then suddenly...

"Millie!" My eyes shot open and Finn was over the top of me. "Are you okay? You was crying in your sleep." Omg! I was happy he was alive. I leaned up and hugged whilst gasping and groaning. "Millie? What's up? Tell me." I couldn't bring myself to speak. Until I tried to.

"Y... you.... were... g... gone!" I stuttered.

"It's okay. I'm right here. I'm right here." He kept repeating. I held onto him tight and realised. It was just a dream. Dreams aren't real. "Millie!"

"I'm okay now." I sit up and smile weakly at Finn.

"You sure? It's only..." Finn turns to look at his clock. "6 o'clock."

"Can we have a talk?" I ask. He nods and lets me continue. "Well... I had a dream that I lost you. I lost you and I couldn't get you back." I told.

"You can never lose me." He said placing his hand on my leg.

"No! I mean... you died. In my arms. You disappeared and I was all alone." I told. He nods and hugs me. I let myself sink in his arms. I'm glad I have a nice protective boyfriend like Finn.

"Do you wanna watch a film?" He asks. I nod. He lets go of me and gets a dvd and places it into the DVD player. He let the movie play as he sat back and wrapped his arm round me, cuddling and comforting me. My guess was he put on a romantic movie but the title came up and my emotions broke. Titanic!

I didn't know I was crying out loud till Finn paused the film and looked to me.

"Are you okay?" He asks.

"I'm sorry Finn. My dream is still playing on." I lied. I didn't want to tell him the real reason why I was crying.

"You sure? It's not this film that is upsetting you?" He asks. I shake my head. He plays the dvd and I try to keep quiet. How can I tell the guy I love that I pictured us on the titanic and he died on me whilst it sank. I hated the dream because it ruined my favourite love story. Two different class people falling in love. I hope that didn't resemble me and Finn. Otherwise, we would have to have another film to watch instead.