Charisse
Dumeretcho sya sa kabilang kwarto pag uwi namin. Ni hindi na sya kumain. Nag check ako ng facebook ko habang naka upo sa kama. Si Renz naman ay tulog na.
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Ang daming comments sa post na yan. Ang alam ko lang na pinag awayan nila ay yung pag iwan ni Jerwin kay Justinne upang pa kasalan ako. I need to talk to that girl. Why can't she just move on? Nag aaway pa ang mag kaibigan because of her bitterness.
Inilapag ko ang phone ko sa beside table. Hinubad ko ang damit ko at dumeretcho sa C.R. I took a quick shower.
Nagulat ako pag bukas ko ng pintuan ay nan duon si Jerwin sa loob ng kwarto. Nakatapis lang ako ng tuwalya at wala ako ni isang saplot sa loob. Naka boxer at puting sando naman ito. Nakita ko ang pag galaw ng adams apple nito.
"D-do you need anything?"
He just stared at me. Napahigpit ang hawak ko sa towel na naka pulupot sa katawan ko.
"Ah.. i just checked on Renz." Anito na hindi inaalis ang mata sa katawan ko.
Pinilit kong lakasan ang loob ko at nag lakad palampas sa kanya. Dumeretcho ako sa walk in closet namin. At kumuha ng bihisan. Tutal naman nakita na nya ang lahat sa akin at asawa ko naman sya. Tinanggal ko ang tuwalya sa katawan ko. At nag simulang mag bihis. Narinig ko ang papalapit na yabag nito.
"Are you seducing me love?" I could hear the hardness of his breathing. Napalunok ako ng hawiin nya ang buhok ko and planted a kiss on my shoulder. His hand was holding my waist. Iniikot nya ako upang mapaharap sa kanya. He lowered his mouth and kissed my lips. He's hands were carresing my body.
"Youre making me hard love." Bulong nito habang hinahalikan ang leeg ko. I felt his hard member on my legs. Goodness may boxer pa sya nyan! Why do i have a hot husband like this to think that i resist him for more than a year. Naramdaman ko na dahan dahan nya akong inihiga sa kama. Habang patuloy na hinahalikan.
*uwaahhhhhh*
"Shit!" Mahinang mura nito.
Naitulak ko ito. At agad na nag suot ng damit at dali daling dinaluhan ang anak namin.
"You little witch. Youre going to pay for this." He smirked.
Binuhat ko si Renz at i pinag hele
Lumapit sya hinalikan si Renz napalapat ang katawan nya sa akin. Naramdaman ko ang pag tusok ng kung anong matigas na bagay sa ibaba nya.
i blushed.
"Lil disturbing buddy" anito na ginulo muna ang buhok ni Renz bago lumabas ng kwarto.
Nakahinga ako ng maluwag.
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Kinabukasan
Pag ka alis ni Jerwin ay kinuha ko ang phone ko. Nakuha ko kay Ehra ang cp number ni Justinne ewan kung bakit meron sya nun.
I called the number. Matagal itong nag ri-ring bago may sumagot sa kabilang linya.
"Hello?"
"Justinne Andreah. This is Charisse. Can we talk?"
"Wala naman tayong dapat pag usapan." Anito.
"We have. Lets meet somewhere."
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"Why cant you just move on?" Naiiritang sabi ko dito.
Natawa ito.
"Easier said than done." Anito na pinalis ang luha.
"Look. Alam ko na mali yung simula ng relasyon namin. I admit na do ko talaga sya mahal at first. I even told him before na balikan ka nya. Pero i-
i have already love him beyond his imperfections. I can't lose him. We have a son Justinne."
She looked at me.
"W---why are you telling this to me?" Naguguluhang sabi nito. "Youre already married."
Napayuko ako. Kung sa ibang pag kakataon siguro baka nag bitchy mode na ako.
"We-were not in good terms now. It was my fault. I was pushing him away. Ngayong di kami okay ay parang bigla akong natakot. What if bumalik nga sya sayo? What if iwan na nya ako..kami?" I sob.
"Charisse.."
"I know na affected sya sa conflict nila ni Ian. I know na it was because of us. You've been so close with Ian. And i know he was just protecting you. I doesn't have a right pangunahan ka. But I am just doing this for my husband.. I'm begging you forgive my husband.. forgive us Justinne. Let go of the past and move on. Lets all move on. Wag nating hayaan na masira ang friendship nila ng dahil sa atin.." sabi ko dito.
"I-I admit Charisse I still love him. Hindi mo naman ako masisisi diba? Alam mo naman ang ugali nun. Hes the type of guy na madaling mahalin. But youre right i should free myself from this bitterness. Do me a favor."
"What is it?"
"Just love him Charisse. Give him the love that he needs. I know that he was a jerk." She laughs "just love him without any condition." She hold my hand.
"Kahit di mo sabihin. I would love him. I love him."
"Thank you." She smiled
"No. Justinne thank you. I hope that some day we will be friends. Pag okay na ang lahat. I know how bitch iam back then. Okay na kami ni Kim.."
"Pag okay na ako. I would be your friend." Anito.
God ang bait nya. I just realize how bitch iam during that time.
"Thank you for your time." Sabi ko dito.
"Its nothing. Thanks din. I have to go."
I smiled
Dumaan muna ako kina mommy bago umuwi.
"Mommy.." i hugged her back.
"Baby. Why are you here?" Tanong nito.
"I just missed you mom.. si dad?"
"Nasa kwarto."
"Mom, diba arrange marriage lang kayo ni Dad?"
"Yes. Why?"
"How did you know na mahal mo na si daddy. Knowing na player si daddy before."
She smiled.
"Nung ipanganak kita. When he first held you in his arm. When he planted a kiss on youre forehead then kissed and thanked me for you."
"I love him already mom. Maybe in denial lang ako before."
"I know that already nak. He was a good man."
"I love you mom. Puntahan ko lang si dad and uuwi na ako."
"Next time isama mo na si Renz."
"Okay mom"
Umakyat ako sa taas. I want to cry when i saw my dad na nakatanaw lang sa labas. Mula nung makulong sya ganito na sya lagi.
"D-Dad.." i tried not to tremble ayokong dagdagan ang awa nya sa sarili nya..
Lumingon ito. Malungkot ang mata nito. But he managed to smile.
"Nasan ang apo ko?" Anito na lumapit sa akin.
I hug him tight. "Next na punta ko dito dad isasama ko yung mag ama."
"I love you baby. Sorry for putting you through that situation." He said.
"I want to thank you for putting me through this dad. I found the love of my life."
Bumitiw sya sa akin at tiningnan ako sa mata. I smiled at pinunas ang luha nito.
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