South Park Butters X Kenny

7

I just got home from church with my family. I don't understand why we go, it's not like it will make us less poor or anything.
I'm going to see the guys today. Just us, the original group. I wish I could take Butters with, but it was Kyle who asked us to hangout so I guess he doesn't want to see him.

We meet up at Kyle's house. When I get there the other two are already in Kyle's room. Kyle answers the door and I walk with him to his room. His parents don't seem to be home and Ike is probably in his own room.

"Hey, dude." Stan greets as I sit down on Kyle's floor beside him. Kyle sits down in his desk chair while Cartman lays on the bed. Weird that Kyle hasn't pushed him off of there.

"So.. what's up, Kahl?" Cartman asks and we all look over to Kyle. He's just sitting there, he looks so empty.

"I just wanted to tell you guys that Butters and I aren't together anymore." Kyle then says. "That's it. Just wanted you to know."

"Oh." Stan and I say and pretend to be surprised.

"What?!" Cartman exclaims. "When did you break up??"

"Almost three weeks ago." Kyle replies.

"And you're just telling us this now??"

"Yeah, I wanted some time to get over him first."

"So you're over him now?" I ask curious.

"Well.. no, not really." Kyle said quietly. "I've been trying my very hardest to forget him but that's so difficult when I see him almost everyday, in school, the mall and the park."

"I'm so sorry to hear that." Stan says solemnly.

"I thought we were doing so well. Sure he was sometimes a bit distant, but who isn't?" Kyle buried his face in his hands. "Almost three years of being together and it's done just like that."

"Oh, man.." Cartman says quietly.

"Is there anything we can do?" I ask.

"Not really. I just wanted to tell you guys, so if I ever feel sad or just want to be alone you know why." Kyle says as he lowers his hands from his face. He has tears in his eyes. "You're my best friends.. even fatass." He chuckles.

"And you have all the support you need from us." Stan says as he stands up, walks over to Kyle and hugs him. Cartman smiles and I try to force out a smile but I feel too bad. Is it really okay to have feelings for Butters if Kyle, my friend, isn't over him? I feel like such shit.

We hung out for a while until Kyle's parents came home and then Cartman and I went home. Stan wanted to stay with Kyle a bit longer. They are very close friends after all. Tell each other everything. Wait.. hopefully Stan won't tell Kyle about me and Butters. Nah, he wouldn't bring it up when Kyle's so down.
There's poptarts for dinner, yet again. I'm really tired of this food, but atleast I get to eat something so I'm gratetful.
I go straight to my room after dinner.
I can't stop thinking about Butters. I close my eyes and I see that image of him dancing last night. I don't remember everything from last night, but I remember that like it happened 5 minutes ago. I feel a sudden urge to hug something. I lay down on my bed and hug my pillow tightly.