The exact words he threw at my face still haunts my dreams every single night and I think I'm starting to believe him.
"Wish I've never met you I was so young and stupid, no wonder no one wanted to be with you, you are just holding me down and I...
My entire body was in pain and I struggled to open my eyes due to the bright light I can hear steady beeping but am not sure as to what is making that sound, I tried once more to adjust my eyes and stumble out a moan of pain and irritation and voices became clear in the back ground.
What's going on and where am I? I keep on asking myself, I tried to move my arms but something is pulling and hurting like hell.
I opened my eyes and succeeded this time and trying to move once more but struggled, I looked down at my arms and saw needles and wires that are checking my vitals, a panic formed and my breathing got harder, I tried to pull everything out and I can hear the beep coming from the machines just as I am about to pull the last out someone grabbed my hand and stopped me.
I studied the man in front of me and he seems to familiar but I am not too sure as to who this is, I just want to get out of here and go to Mackenzie I do not know what happened and why I am here but all that I do know is that I want to leave.
"Muffin?" He said too soft but I could still hear, I do not know who this man is but he is making me feel extremely uncomfortable.
He rushed out of the room and came back a few minutes later and bombard me with a lot of questions and all I want to do is know who this man is and why am I here aren't I suppose to be the one asking all of the question?
"Muffin I know you are confused and hurting but I am here right by your side, are you thirsty? "He asked and I just nodded trying to point what's going on.
The doctors came rushing towards me and examined me closely with a lot of question flying out of there mouths but I do not know what they are talking about so I simply just nodded my head, Someone took a hold of my hand and when I saw who it is I simply just took my hand away I do not know this man.
"Muffin what's wrong? "I questioned and sounded surprised and confused
I gathered all of my courage and asked him a simple question and the look on his face is pure defeat
"Who are you? "
He stepped back and studies my face waiting for a reply or something but I simply just stared back at him, other people came rushing In the room and I saw the light of my life Mackenzie, I took her in for a massive hug and recognized the other people with was Laura and her son.
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A week passed by and I remained at the hospital I was finally able to leave this place y Friday and I just can't wait to get out of here and back to my place.
The doctors informed me that I had a concussion and due to the hits to my head my brain was swollen and that's why I cannot remember what happened or who some people are.
The last week I had major nightmares of what happened and sometimes they jerked me from my sleep, I started to remember drips and drabs of things and now I think I might be back to normal however sometimes just wish I can forget about everything over again that will make it easier to deal with.
My sweet Mackenzie has been bringing me food and my favorite chocolate every day and she loves to lay beside me while I read her a story, she is my anchor.
I know that she has been staying with her dad the last few days because Laura had to go on a business trip and I am thankful that he took care of her.
I do know that he have been spending time at the hospital during late nights and I remembered everything that happened I remember him caring me outside to the ambulance I remember everything he said to me.
Some nights I wake up and find him fast asleep on the chair next to my bed and I do feel extremely guilty for not remembering him the first few days, I am so thankful that he helped me out of that place I do not know what would've done if he did not come after me, I know I have been a bitch to him most of the times but I will try harder to be nicer I owe it to him.
I am currently just relaxing on the hospital bed and waiting for visiting hours to come by just so that I can see my girl, lost in my own thoughts the room door creaked open and I saw Kayden peeking through the door and I nodded for him to enter.
He sat next to me and rubbed his hand together, he looked up at me and I can see whatever he want to tell me he is struggling to let the words out of his mouth.
He began. "How are you doing Leah?"
"Fine thank you I could me much better if I can just leave this place "I said and looked at him he gave me a quick smile.
"That good, I actually wanted to chat to you regarding leaving the hospital "I nodded for him to continue.
"The doctors informed me that you can leave the hospital today if you wanted to but with one exception that you stay with someone for at least a month to make sure you recover well" he said
"That's perfect news... Wait no its not, where the hell do they think I can stay for a month Laura is away for at least another 3 weeks. "I said to him and feel disappointed in the new news.
"I wanted to ask you if you maybe want to stay with me for a month or so to be close to Mackenzie and I promise I won't be in your way" he asked nervously.
"Thank you Kayden but I cannot accept your offer I am truly grateful but I do not want to be a burden to you "I said, I do not want to feel like I am invading his personal live.
"Nonsense, I will have the room set up for you guys, if you approve? "He said
"Fine, thank you Kayden I promise as soon as Laura return we can be out of your way "I said to him and he actually seamed sad about my statement.
"That's fine, I will inform that you are ready to leave and I will also send my driver to collect your things at your home don't stress I will get everything settled you just relax and I will go sign the documents and we can drive back to the penthouse to see Mackenzie she is extremely excited to welcome you back "he said with a smile and I just nodded in agreement.
I get the feeling that this is going to be interesting living with Kayden, he still think I don't remember much and I think to keep it that way for a few more days to see if he really cares, I know this is not the best way to get answers but sometimes you have to use the advantage to the fullest.
What will happen??...
Will my plan crash and burn down or turn out to be a blessing in disguise?
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