WHAT IF is a waste of time

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She was comfy in the warm cocoon of her girlfriend's body, she didn't want to wake up yet, burying her nose on her lover's neck she took in her scent purring with satisfaction. Mary started to stir squeezing Brook's shoulders drawing little circles on her back before dropping a kiss on her brow.

Good morning, love. How did you sleep?

looking up to her lover's sleepy face and smilling sweetly. I don't remember a night that i slept so well, i mean except when i'm with you.

That is nice to know. We can't have you feeling tired can we? bumping her nose with Brook's gazing adoringly to her. The beeping of Mary's phone broke them from their buble.

So, today is your first day after the shooting? Feeling ok. Brook asked looking for a sign of doubt on her lover's face. Mary sighed before answering. I don't know if i'm prepared to go back there. I mean i'm ok now, but i don´t know if i won't freak out when i get there, you know. What if i just freeze when i get there.

Brook hugged Mary trying to give her some confidence that everything would be fine.

If you feel that you can't take it you can always call me and i'll help you figuring out what we could do about it. Just let me know how you fell when you step into the building. Mary nodded in response.

Now stop talking about me. Do you have any news about the paternity test?

Brook sighed feeling helpless with the situation,interwining her body deeper with her lover's. I will know about it today by noon, my friend Simon said that the lab was full of requests from other urgent cases, so i have to wait for a while. I just hope that Kile isn't her father, it would be a relieve not having that bastard on our lives.

I can go with you if you want me to, after all it is the least i can do for you right now. And i think that if that is a god out there he wouldn't give Rachel a father like Kile don't you think? stroking Brook's hair of her frowny face.Now will you take a shower with me to help ourselves on starting the day.

Don't mind if i do. smilling mischievously to Mary taking her hand and jumping of the bed leaving giggles on their wake.

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An hour later Mary was getting in the elevator in her way to the ADA office.                                          She was nervous behond believe, images of that day flashed before her eyes, comfusing her, making her feel scared fearing for her life once again. The ding of the elevator made her jump scared taking her back to the present, feeling nausious she almost fell to her knees stepping out of the elevator. Carmen, the current secretary came to her rescue offering her a glass of water and a chair.  Ms. Parker came out of her office after hearing Carmen talking with Mary.

Ms. Ericson it's so good to see you again. How have you been?   I'm sorry i didn't came to see you at the hospital but i was under protection after that day and couldn't be there. I hope that you are ok, i feel that I owe you an apology for what happened. 

Carmen told what had happened before Ms. Parker came out of her office. After making sure that Mary was ok  they discussed her position in the office from that day on. She was offered a position as secretary on the DA office, the current secretary was about to retire so that position was free. After all that happened the ADA felt that the least she could do was recommend Mary as a strong substitute to fill that position.

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Brook came out of the hospital with tears falling from her face. The only way that you could see that the times were getting better for her was the smile stretched on her face.

After all the bad things that happened to them she felt that the good things were about to take their place, finding that What IFs were a big waste of time.

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