Living in my head

Entry 7:

Tuesday 28th August 22:31

Hi,
Right now I am currently waiting for Ice cream to melt. No joke. I really want ice cream but I just took it out of the freezer and it's like a brick so I figured why not waste time and write this while I'm waiting.

Not to be tmi or anything but Aunt Flo paid me a visit this morning which is always great to wake up to although, ultimately I've had an okay day. Cramps here and there but nothing unbearable. My emotions haven't gone haywire I'm still pretty chill.

JUST KIDDING!

Billie fucking Eilish announced her uk tour yesterday and I've been freaking the fuck out!!! I am the opposite of chill. I cried in front of half of my family I was that excited, and I was probably PMSing. Hard. I didn't even react like that when Shawn brought out his dates and I'm so far up his arse I'm coming out of his mouth.

The good news is that due to my reaction I think I scared my nana and grandad into buying my tickets if I can get them so that's so goddamn good. Believe it or not, I'm actually happy. My tummy hurts but I'm in the weird sorta over tired, high, giddy state and it's pretty fun and very different.

If that doesn't prove how much of an impact music has on me idk what will. The other day I was sinking into some horrible, dark abyss but thanks to Billie I'm still exhausted but actually fucking happy. Just the thought of getting to see one of my idols live snaps me out of any sadness (my emotions are also slightly untrustworthy at the moment but let's just keep it nice and fluffy with the whole idol thing).

I did listen to my sad playlist again tonight just because it's my go to playlist and I couldn't really be sad because every time a Billie song came on I flipped my shit.

Sorry this entry is so short I don't really have much to say aside from the tour thing but right now (I wish you you were here with meeeee) that's enough to keep me grounded.

I've put Billies most recent song at the top for anyone interested to check out, its motherfucking GOLD.

I hope you enjoyed this entry, I'm going to go read Harry fanfics and eat ice cream now.

BYEEEEEEEEEEEE

P.S can I just not that my phone immediately capitalised Aunt Flo, like apple knows this shit is serious.

P.P.S sorry about the whole "right now" thing I couldn't help it

P.P.P.S please comment any good harry  fanfics cos I need good ones. Preferably funny ones too