Three sided square (editing/revision period)

3am

[L.JN]

I woke up at three am to a sight that would make ones skin crawl. A still figure looming over me. At first I didn't want to move in fear that they'd notice but I thought what if they just stab me anyway just for being alive and shit. I flopped over, pretending to still be asleep when I gave a heavy sigh.
"Jaemin we can't keep doing this. It's creepy!" For the past week I'd wake up to him standing in different spots in my room. It was awful and destroyed my already shitty sleep schedule.
"I like watching you sleep though."
"Don't say that! That's even worse!" I sat up and he looked confused. It's times like those when I remember he's still just a robot. Nothing more than a fancy, attractive, computer. "Look, what's on your mind?"
"You."
"Besides that. What's the reason behind you watching me?"
"You're a handsome and smart and an extremely talented person. I'm technically your boyfriend."
"Roboyfriend. Sounds like a shitty Netflix movie. Isn't there a Disney movie about--anyway! There's gotta be something else. If your just watching me for the sake of it I'll be creeped out."
"I was thinking about what happens in the end." He sat on the beanbag in the corner of the room and laced his hands together. "What happens to me when you inevitably leave?"
"Like, when I die?" He nodded "I've never thought about it."
"I don't really have a soul. I'm just a computer y'know? If there is an afterlife would I not be able to join you? What if there's just nothing out there for me. When I'm dead that's it. No more Jaemin or anything about him. Like, what?" He made a motion with his hands the resembled an explosion. I couldn't say anything useful or meaningful so I just shrugged. Maybe there is nothing to look forward to after we croak. Spend at least 12 years getting an education, try to get a job that treats you decent, and start a family. Then die I guess. He sighed and looked up at the ceiling. "Come sit with me." I slid out of bed and laid next to him, the both of us staring at the plaster universe above us. It was a peaceful type of internal chaos. Your mind could be running a million miles a minute but the world around you is just cold. Maybe it was just the sleep deprivation talking.

(Shorter chapter. I wasn't high when I wrote this [I promise] just feeling a bit existential ya feel?)
(Also, Mans is also tired as fuck)
(Also also, Physics isn't treating me well tbh.)
(Also also also, if this made y'all sad or feel some type of way it's also the only decent chapter I had finished yikes)
(Also also also also, JUNGWOO IN 127 AGSHSKAK??!)
[I wrote this b4 the Renmin Dream vs. Dream thing came out and I almost had an attacc when they said they enjoyed talking in the dark with each other]
(Have a great day:))

[thanks for 6k reads btw!💚]