Three sided square (editing/revision period)

Text me

L.JN

Petty

Are you ready to talk about it?

•not really
•But I gotta get it of my chest

Go on

•Please shh until I finish
•Mark broke up with me right b4 hoco bc he's a dumbass and I was feelin really down about it
•when we got to the dance
•Rocky asked me what was wrong be I was being a pouty bitch and I just broke down
•he brought me outside so people wouldn't see me crying
•he was so sweet about everything and he actually listened to me
•he comforted me in a way Mark never did and it just felt so nice to be cared about for once
•I know I shouldn't have kissed him but he was there for me
•I initiated it though
•he hugged me and when he pulled back I just went for it

•it's not like he didn't kiss me back
•and like,,, he's a good kisser but that's not the point! The point is that he made me feel like I mattered.
•I never talked about being with Mark because it was like I was never with him in the first place

•I was desperate okay?
•I wanted attention and Rocky was there

Is that all?

•Yeah

Is Rocky okay with just being a rebound??

•he's not a rebound tho
•were not together
•technically at least

Are you okay?
I mean I know you're not okay but are you okay for not being okay

•yeah
•I'm definitely not entirely over Mark but I'll get there
•I'm getting sick of talking about my issues
•what's your damage recently?

Same shit as always
Parents finally came back with a new Jaehyun
He's not the same though
They made his more of like a servant which kinda sucks bc the old Jae was cool
Jaemin is finally getting a new model after he complained about his eyesight for the nth time
Renjun keeps trying to hit me for some reason he says he can't hit anyone even tho I remember him being an arm slapper when he laughs so idk what that is

•Renjun used to do that when he laughed but he stopped like two months ago

Hm
I'll ask my parents ig

•they're finally back?

Thought I told you my bad

•Guess it didn't mean that much

That's not true
I just figured I told you

•that's fair ig
•hey I gotta go
•thanks for making me talk about hoco I really needed to get that off my chest

Np

(Okay so I had no clue how to move forward with this so I just kinda,,, compressed a bunch of events into a week)
(I keep promising that I'll improve but it seems like I'm not. My writing skill level has just capped out at three so I'll work harder but to do that I feel like I need to take a break from this story and work on a different one.)
(I know updates are already scarce and I'm sorry but I feel more confident with other stories)
(However! Summer has finally started so I'll have more free time to actually come up with ideas and a solid plot lol)
(I just wanted to say that I love you guys a lot and I really appreciate the 20k reads and 1k votes that just seems fucking crazy to me and I know a year ago I never would've thought that was a number I could hit)
(Thank you💚💚💚)