Three sided square (editing/revision period)

excessive apologizing

[observation]

Instead of going to homecoming, Jisung and Chenle decided to hang out. Jisung packed a small bag and stayed at Chenles place for the weekend while the other "cooler" and "more fun" events were going on.

They were in an intense game of Mario Kart when Chenle suddenly paused the game.
"Bro, what?" Jisung scrunched up his nose as Chenle stood up and scurried away.
"I've had to pee for three hours but I was fucking destroying you so I held it but if I don't go now I'm gonna piss on my bed and neither of us want that-" he cut himself off by slamming the bathroom door. "Don't even think about cheating!" His muffled voice made Jisung drag his hand away from Chenles wheel.
"You've got thirty seconds before I press resume."
"I will literally piss in your shoes if you do that." Chenle banged on the door.
"That's...vile." The taller scrunched up his nose again
"You're vile if you cheat." Jisung thought about it for a moment.
"Yeah, I guess you're right."

Jisung lost and claimed that he let Chenle win even though they both knew that was a lie. They eventually got tired and the energy they had playing games evaporated.

After a few hours later of just talking about nothing, Chenle passed out. For some reason, Jisung just couldn't get to sleep. Something kept gnawing at the back of his mind. He tossed and turned on his designated side of the bed and looked around at the decorations in Chenles room. A few posters of some bands, some artwork (done by professionals nothing Chenle made, not even his mother wanted to hang those disasters up), and a small deformed pine cone that had been painted white. A few bits had splintered off but it still looked like it'd been handled with care. Jisung felt his heart ache.
"You awake?" He shook his friends shoulder.
"Mhmm." Chenle mumbled, face first into his pillow.
"I don't even know if I could begin to express how sorry I am."
"Hm," Chenle asked, sitting up and squinting at him in the darkness, "about what?"
"Just- I'm so sorry." His voice cracked with an unfamiliar emotion. He sat up and faced him.
"You're making me nervous what happened?" Chenle looked around at his hands and felt his face for any shaving cream or soap. He tensed when Jisung put his hands on his shoulders.
"I'm sorry for being such a shitty friend. I'll do better. I promise...I don't know why you stuck around but, I'm really glad you did." He pulled his sleepy friend close and hugged him. "You just...You mean a lot to me okay?"
"I get it Ji. I love you too."

(I'm so sorry)
(The original title is "This is literally a filler chapter its not even in the correct order i had to add this in later im so sorry + other excessive apologizing" but the max character count is 80 so I had to cut it down a bit)
(I know you're probably sick of me apologizing but I'm gonna do it anyway bc none of you can stop me (however, if enough of you actually are sick of it I'll probably apologize for it and I won't do it again/probably do it less))
(I feel guilty bc I've had so much free time over spring break and I didn't write shit but it's fine I guess :)))) )
(I just wanted to pop in and let you know I haven't given up on this story I've just got writers block so bad it's clogging my arteries)
(Love y'all💚)

((I was also just in a chensung mood my bad y'all))