I'm all alone in a busy world.
It's loud and I'm waiting in silence.
Everything I say or do, don't know if it's true but it seems right.
Distorted in the way my vision now sees
It makes no sense for you to be apart of me
I can't let you in, if I did, you'll never know
You'll never know
I'm lost in my mind, I'm sunken in solitude
Can't stop letting darkness through, the door is opened and I've changed
Call me an abyss, I have no end, none that I can see.
Only deep dancing shadows that fill inside of me.
Try to understand me and you'll never know.
You'll never know.
There's no ways that you can ever know.
There's no way I'll ever know
Am I better, am I not
If I take your hand I'll pull you in, not that I want you there.
Now your here, I lied, there's room for more.
What do I care because you'll never know.
You'll never know.
Swallowed up in tears, do you regret that you came, that you helped.
You can't save yourself, so how can you protect me, I'll say it's not my fault, whether I believe it or not because I never asked you in
You're the one I hide from so my problems stay within
Escape if you want, many have tried.
I can't get up and it's filling me with hate, disdain for you but you'll never know.
You'll never know.
Why can't you understand that you'll never know?
If I didn't know, why should you?
The abyss will stay inside me, taking part of my persona.
My persona that I've shaped around it.
Even if I appear happy, safe and warm, a scar is left behind.
Something I never say, I try to hide, so you'll never know.
You'll never know.
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PoetryRandom poems, nothing special. It's more of a hobby when I'm bored or have something on my mind. It's just a bunch of stuff I originally put up on mirakee. There's more on there than here because I get lazy to put it here. You can find me @ see_less...
