See Less, Feel More

Too Deep

I've turned away from you,
I don't need you anymore
There's no time for you, so I'll see you out the door
It might seem a bit extreme
All the chances that I had,
I passed on
And you're asking why?

I don't know
I don't care
When we all make mistakes
As I had
When I followed you everywhere

Wasn't even important
Just a way to pass the time
I was bored back then
In my prime
That's when you feel strong
Nothing can touch you, even crime

And it's hard to change as it is
Getting through in this life we got to live
Right from wrong
We all don't stop to think about the latter
And when it's too late and all that's left is struggle in the matter

It looks like it was destiny, you see
But what I had gone by was the appeal.
Unreal?
I thought so too before I got to know you
Even still,
I ran to your side
Couldn't give you up no matter what I tried

You're talented like that, it's true
Or maybe I'm just weak,
getting caught up, too deep
Who really knows the difference
I surrendered to the thought, the idea
So shallow how but barely out of reach
Like I craved to have you and the way you would beseech

So now It's touch and go since I gave you up
So much, it's tough
The hate for you and you're always on my mind
Could've lasted forever and I wouldn't be surprised
Aching at the chance to give it one more try,
And see
I'm strong enough to say goodbye
You don't control me now and that's the reason why