Dealing with the devil (Lauren/you)

chapter 3

Your point of view

I went back home pissed off, because of what happen between me and lauren. It's just argh will she ever change?.

Hmm but then I start wondering she seems very rich now. Oh who am I kidding she's rich from the start, when we were on kindergarten, she's like the famous kid in the class cause she always give everyone a chocolate bar except me of course. She's pretty she's smart and she's really talented but I don't really like her attitude it's really evil! And I hope that meeting of us earlier will be the Last.

I sigh and walk to my mom's room to check if she's alright. I peek on her door and saw that she's eating what I cooked for her finally! I smile and walk inside the room making her look up at me, "hey dear". "Hey mum you like what I cooked?" I asked and she nod "yeah dear you cook the most delicious food in the whole wide world" she said making me laugh, "thank you mom, now finish your food" I climb on her bed and lay next to her.

Once she's done eating she just sat down and lean her back over the head board of the bed and pull my head to her lap, I smile as she starts stroking my hair I love my mother so much, she might not be the best but she's always enough for me.

"Tell me how your day went Y/N" Mom said and I just remember about what happened between me and jauregui.

"Mhm I met an old person today" I said and she chuckle "like an old woman? A grandma or something?" She asked and I laugh and shook my head, "eh no ma, well I don't know if should I call her old friend cause she's not my friend" I said honestly and play with my fingers as my mom keep on stroking my hair.

"What do you mean sweetie?" She asked.

"Uhm I met Lauren jauregui today" I finally said and it was a little silence between us, it took her minutes to speak, probably trynna remember her.

"Ah yes! Lauren! The girl you've crushing on since kindergarten!" Mom said cheering my eyes widen then look at her, "what no mom she's not my crush she's evil" I said and frown, "awe dear, every time you came home from your school you always told me your like 'mom! Mom! Lauren hit me in the arms!' but then you'll be like 'but you know momma she's Still so pretty today' " mom said while imitating me in a very dramatic way before bursting into laugh, "oh mom stop it it doesn't mean I like her" I scoffed and she laugh, "Y/N dont judge Lauren" mom said and I mentally groan really mom your in Lauren's team!?

"I'm not judging her ma" I said and tap my fingers in her hands, "look dear, just because she isn't nice to you doesn't means she's a bad person, don't just look on what she do to you, try to look for what she do to others hmm" then mom give me a kiss on the forehead, and continue stroking my hair.

Hmm what she do for others?

"Then what will I do if I saw what she do for others?" I asked curiously and mom smile, "then you can judge her..if she treat other people bad too then you can say she's evil but if not then maybe your wrong".

Argh I'm prying right now! My mother is so motivational. Pffr but I still hate lauren.

"I'll tell you one important thing Y/N and always remember it, that you don't have to just always notice the wrong and bad things people do to you, try to look at their good side that they may not done to you but they done to other people" I smile at mom and nod.

We stayed like that for a while and I got triggered when she starts coughing really hard.

I sit up and Pat her back.

Worries filled my heart and my mind

"Mom are you okay!?" I ask her and my voice are slowly cracking. I grab the glass of water and give it to her, I help her hold it and I could feel her hands shaking under mine. I'm crying now. I don't want to see her like this.

"Mom I should go call a doctor" I said and stand up but she stopped me, "p-p-please don't Y/N d-dont ever leave me" she said and force a smile. I hug her tight and cried over her shoulder "I'll never leave you mom you'll be alright" I said but she doesn't respond, I pull away confusedly and my tears won't stop streaming down my cheeks.

My mom is fainted.

I carefully lay her down on the bed and hurriedly go to my room to dial Ariana's number.

*Ringing*

Ariana: hey Y/N what's up

Me: Ariana please please come here now please help me *crying*

Ariana: what why!? What happened Y/N!?

Me: my mom.. *sob*

Ariana: shit okay! I'll be there in few

*Call ended*

I wipe the tears in my face and try to focus on the situation.

My mom is strong.

As strong as I am.

We can get through this.