Dealing with the devil (Lauren/you)

Chapter 67

Lauren's point of view

I'm so pissed off right now! I don't even know what to fucking feel.

I can't believe she act like that in front of me she's so arghh I can't describe but it's annoying me so much.

I slam the door open

"what the hell why did you freaking signed her resignation paper?" I asked frustratedly.

"Lauren can you calm down?" he said and walk to me but I just can't my adrenaline is rushing so fast and I don't even know how to calm my fucking self down.

"Great my ex whom I still love just showed up at my face looking so happy with that resignation form and you're expecting me to calm the fuck down!?" I groaned and kick the couch.

I breath deeply before sitting down

"Lauren I think what I just did was right"

I look up at him and give him the most confused look I could give.

"are you serious? You just bring her farther away from me" I groaned and massage my temple this is stressing me so much.

"I told you I will make sure she's fine right? And that's it I know that she don't want to be here anymore because of what happened I'm just trying to not hurt her more Lauren"

I felt myself crying again, today I've had the worst day ever.

Lucy came and told me how happy she was that we got back together for fucks sake.

Press was all over us

I lied in public

I hurt y/n

I fucked up

And here she is showing up in front of me with all that smile in her face.

Did she move on that easily?

"Lauren baby hey look at me I'm sorry but I know everything will be alright" dad pull me to his arms and I hug him as I cried in his shoulders.

Tonight I'm gonna have the worse Christmas of my life.

Spending my Christmas to someone I don't want to be with

And watching her have happy Christmas without me.

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"babe can I have some chocolates?" Lucy asked while opening the fridge.

I notice that those are the chocolates y/n gave to me. So I instantly shut it closed.

"no you can't"

She pout then frown

Oh please

"why not?"

"cause they're mine"

She groaned before crossing her arms trying to give me that puppy eyes but hell no it ain't working on me

Well unless it's y/n whose doing it.

"come onnnn babeee there's so many chocolates there I won't eat it all tho" she whined.

I sigh rolling my eyes "whatever just leave the reese's they're mine"

She squealed before once again opening the fridge grabbing 'my gift' from y/n.

I walk over the couch and take a sit down.

It's Christmas eve.

And I'm having crazy thoughts about her.

Lucy suddenly sit beside me and lay her head on my chest.
I tried to push her away but she just won't budge.