Dealing with the devil (Lauren/you)

chapter 28

"thank you for having us Lucy" Lauren said to Lucy and her boyfie and of course I did the same, even tho this Lucy is a evil ass I still need to be nice because I'm not that bitchy. "Oh please the pleasure is all mine, it's great having you both here maybe we could do it again next time" pshhh maybe never I won't come back here again "uhm excuse me y/n? What were you saying?" Lucy suddenly said which instantly grab my attention, holy shit! I hope I didn't say that out loud cause if I do I'd be totally embarrassed till I melt down on the floor. "huh? Uh no I wasn't saying anything" I said trying to be innocent, Lucy then just shot me a death glare but give me a fake smile, "well okay then guys it's nice having you two goodnight Lauren.." Lucy stopped and lean in to give Lauren a hug, "..and you too y/n" She smile devilishly to me and pull me into a hug gosh if I only knew she's holding an imaginary knife and stabbing me at my back god.
"Thanks Lucy and bye Arvin goodnight to you two..come on now babe" Lauren said and hold me by my waist as we head down. Lauren opened the door of the car for me and I get in before her. "

I sigh deeply as the car starts moving it's way. "Y/n are you okay?" Lauren asked, to be honest I don't think if I'm okay, but I have to be okay so I just give her a small smile and nod "are you sure? You've become suddenly quiet" she said and I starts thinking yeah she's right what is wrong with me? Oh yeah i know what's wrong me my life is getting hell and hell and hell first my mother is in the hospital she's so sick and then I enter a job with a deal that I don't even know if I could last third I have the most crazy job fourth my boss is non other than jauregui whose supposed to be my enemy fifth she got me involve with this whole Lucy thing sixth reason second from the worse reason I'm going to have to go to job everyday along with Lucy vives since she got in the company again and seventh which is the most most worse part I think I'm feeling something when I'm with Lauren arghhh I hate this. "Uh y/n? Hello are you there?" Lauren asked and I was snap out of my thoughts I forgot what she asked "yeah I'm here sorry wait what were you asking again?" She look at me with worried in her eyes, pshhh Lauren jauregui would be worried at me? Nahh I'm delusional. "I was asking are you okay? Because you're suddenly so quiet after we left Lucy's house" Lauren said still waiting for my answer "oh" was all I could respond "that doesn't answer my question y/l/n" she said sternly, wow so we're on last name basis again great, "what am I supposed to say? What do you want me to say?" And then surprisingly everything become silent, not a word to hear only the engine of the car and the honking vehicles outside, I was waiting..waiting till Lauren said something but nothing come out from her mouth which made me worried yup I got worried from all of what I said i got scared that I probably hurt her, so I look at her and she's just leaning against the window, I watch as her hair fall perfectly on her face, her lips pursed and kissable as always and here eyes they we're glowing in the dark, she looks so different...she looks so peaceful when she's quiet, but all I know is that she's always beautiful the Lauren jauregui I know since I was little is beautiful, I know there's something inside her thar truly define who she is inside and outside, and I'm willing to change her no matter how hard it takes no matter what things might stop me, I will seek for what's inside her mind and heart.

I smile to myself as I watch Lauren so focused outside, maybe I shouldn't be feeling so stress I should just go with the flow and I'm sure everything will be alright I just need my mom and Lauren and everything in my life that I love that includes my money.

I break the silence in the car by saying "now you're the whose quiet" Lauren looked at me and a smile appears in her face "we're doing a dare remember?" She said which I completely forgot. "Wow that actually impressed me didn't know you'd last that long" I said then chuckle, she raise her eyebrow then smirk at me "oh watch it y/n I could last a month just like what you said.." she stopped for a while and her next actions caught me by surprise she lean in just enough that my back is pressed on the window, she look deeply on my eyes and her eyes drop to my lips "..and once we're not enemies anymore I'd make sure I'm never going to let you go again" Lauren said in a serious tone, shit my heart is beating crazy this is crazy what does she even mean by that? Lauren please don't torture me, it's hard to pretend when I'm actually feeling something and I know it's bad I know it will only end up by me getting hurt that's why I'm trying my best not to feel this way but how? How if she's doing this? How if she's always around? How if if she just had this strong effect on me. How...

The car is still moving and me and Lauren stays in the same position I'm locked in her arms I'm lost in her green eyes staring deep into mine, all I see is the possibility of us in the future which I know is very impossible.

I was about to say something but the driver suddenly pull the break very unexpectedly, the impact was strong and the next thing happen.

Totally got my nerves,butterflies and fireworks explode in my stomach.

Her lips were attached to mine.