"hey sweetie you're okay? You seem in deep thoughts?" Dad asked which made me turn to him.
"Huh no? Oh yeah just some stuffs in my mind" I wanted to say yeah Lauren's just in my mind, wait no he doesn't know Lauren.
I sigh even mom doesn't know yet that we broke up it's kinda surprising how she didn't ask me yet anything about her or maybe Lauren already told her about what happen but no if she already told Mom I'm sure mom would confronted me or ask me if I'm okay or maybe she just won't confront me? Why? Does she not love me? Does she not care for me?
Arghh my mind keeps jumping on conclusions.
"Y/n are you sure you're fine?"
He asked again.
"Yes Dad I told you I just have some stuffs in my mind"
I glance at him and a smile is plastered in his face kinda creepy but I wanna know why.
"Why are you smiling?" I asked and he let out an awkward laugh.
"Its just I could get used to you calling me dad"
"I could call you sir if you want or Mr or dude or anything else if you don't want me to call you dad" I was only joking but his face suddenly went serious
"no dad is fine with me".
I chuckled then nod.
"Okay Dad it is"
Silence thickens once again in the air as he continue to drive.
It's so awkward.
If Lauren is here we'd just make ou—
No we broke up
I almost forgot.
"How was your work by the way dear?"
He asked trying to break the silence.
Well it was good we did the most tensing photoshoot ever
And I can't help but thinking about my ex through out the day and it makes me miss her so much
But as much as I want to talk to her I can't because she'll only tell me bullshit.
I'm trying to wait for her to explain everything but seems like she wouldn't even have the guts to talk to me.
Probably because she's too busy with her now so called girlfriend that she loves so much that's she played me and hurt my feelings until she realize she still wants her.
And now I have the work where I thought I could distract myself from her but then suddenly a hot chick who look exactly like her! For fucks sake. And today she gives me her number and I don't even know if I should message her or not.
I'm trying myself to be distracted to other things.
Not by texting with someone who looks so much like my ex.
I sigh
"It's okay"
"Oh that's good".
Soon we reach home.
Yay finally I'm tired pretending I'm fine.
I rolled my eyes and exhale a very exhausted breath before grabbing my stuffs and unlocking the door.
I notice that Ariana's car is also parked which made me smile, she's here.
I went inside and instantly look for her.
"Ariana!!??"
"Arianaaaaa"
"Aria-"
"Damn can't you wait till we're on the bed? Why do you keep screaming my name" I turned around to see my best friend standing with arms on both her waist.
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Dealing with the devil (Lauren/you)
Fanfiction"she's evil she's wicked but I'm hers" Lauren/you