Dealing with the devil (Lauren/you)

chapter 29

Lauren's point of view

I look deeply into y/n's eyes. Holy shit she's even more beautiful in close up. Argh no I can't I can't feel this way it's wrong, she's just a friend damn it why she's making me feel like this?.

We stayed in that position for a while with her still under my arms, it's been silent for a moment. She opened her mouth was about to speak. But our car suddenly stop unexpectedly the impact was strong I didn't get balance of my body, I ended up colliding with y/n's body. I had my eyes shut tight and as soon as the car has fully stopped, I slowly open my eyes. But as  I opened my eyes, my heart starts racing fast faster than flash probably, my eyes were so lost and I felt my tummy turning upside down.

My lips is on hers. Fuck fuck fuck. I just kissed her!

Y/n suddenly push me away probably realizing what just happened. "I I I'm y/n I'm so sorry, I swear I didn't mean i-..." She cut me off. "it's uhm it's fine Lauren I'm sorry too" she said looking down. I could feel the tension between us. Argh Lauren you're so stupid fuck!.

Grey the driver get inside the car again and look over me and y/n "ma'am are you okay? I'm so sorry miss jauregui someone suddenly cross the road" he said apologizing I told him it's okay and he starts driving again.

I look at Y/n and she's just looking down silent gosh I felt so stupid kissing her, but I won't lie her lips were actually in soft,I kinda miss it.wait no no no big no what am I thinking fuck.

I decided to break the silence between us. "Uh y/n I will drop you off to your house now" I said clearing my throat awkwardly, y/n look at me and I felt hypnotized again by her beautiful Y/e/c eyes. "Oh uhm I'm kinda not heading home Lauren I have to go to hospital" she said and it caught off my attention "hospital? Why?" I asked "my mom's there remember? And I promised her I'll see her tonight" she said and I realize it just by now I totally forgot her mom is in the hospital and she took this job to get money for her mom. I should not let her down.

"Oh okay, grey we'll be straight ahead the hospital" I said and grey nod. "Lauren you don't have to" y/n said but I just smile at her "I don't have to but I want to" I said and a smile appears in her beautiful face. Oh Lord this girl is killing me.

Your point of view

"Y/n.. hey y/n" I felt someone shaking me, I slowly opened my eyes and I could see an angel? Wait am I dead? Why am I seeing an ang- oh wait it's not an angel it's Lauren she's so beautiful. Once my vision is clear i could finally stare at this girl's beauty she's so wow I don't know it's unexplainable, her cute pointed nose and her sweet scent hair and her mesmerizing green eyes and her kissable lips which i just 'accidentaly' kiss lately and I realize it was so wrong not to mention but I have reasons for that.

"Hello???? Sleeeepyhead? You there?" I hear Lauren's angelic laugh making me pull out from my thoughts and come back to reality. "Yeah I'm awake"  I said and she chuckled "hmm I thought your eyes are awake but your soul and mind actually sleeping" I watched her move away from me and fix herself a little bit then she look at me and smile I bite my lip feeling myself blushing plus this damn heart of mine won't stop racing so fast and I got this weird feeling in my stomach arghhh I don't know what to do with this. "Gosh y/n you know if staring have the ability to melt anything probably you'll see me on the ground by now" Lauren said making me blush even more, damn it y/n pull yourself together. "Sorry it's just.." I started "just what?" Lauren asked waiting for me to say something "Its just you look uhm" Lauren raise her eyebrows at me but I'm not sure if I should say it she might think I like her or what. Well do I like her?

"Come on y/l/n spill" she said Firmly "it's just you look like SpongeBob" well shit that's it, completely idiot that's what I call myself for saying that  I thought she'll be mad but she suddenly starts laughing shaking her head "damn y/n well that's really specific..." She said pausing for a while and looking at me "...well at least I'm a one hot SpongeBob right?" She then wink at me taking by surprise she lean in and kiss me on the cheek. Holy fuck! Kill me now?

"Come onnnnn now y/n we're literally in front of the hospital are we going or not?" She asked and I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion.

"You're coming with me?" I asked and she rolled her eyes "well of course duh" she said sassily I rub my forehead and scratch my neck awkwardly. After that kiss I kinda want  to distance myself from her even just a little? "I thought you'll just drop me off Lauren?" I asked and she smile no more like grin at me but there's something seductive in her expression.

"After that kiss? Hell no y/n"

A/N: uhm here's an update and I kinda want to focus on this book for a while I still have some things in my head... This is not edited by the way so sorry for any mistakes thanks.