Dealing with the devil (Lauren/you)

chapter 32

"Y/N..."

"Y/N...."

"Y/N wake up y/n" I groaned when I suddenly felt someone shaking me, I lazily open my eyes and all I see is blurred vision, am I dead?.

"Wake up sleepy head" I yawned and rub my eyes until the vision I see is getting clearer and clearer, "huh?" I asked still unsure whose that someone talking to me "eh don't rub your eyes too much babe it might get irritated" I look up trying to study the face of the girl in front of me and that's when my sighting finally gets clear, "are you okay?" Grace asked smiling at me, oooh so it's her I thought its...nah nevermind.

I just study her face and actually got a little zoned out she's actually beautiful in close up, she had Grey eyes, wow why did I just notice her now. "Y/n? Are you okay? Don't tell me your eyes are open but you're still asleep" grace snap her fingers in my face making me go back to myself again, "huh? Oh yeah yeah I'm fine" I said and hold my forehead "how did you get in by the way?" I asked and she sat in front of me "spare keys I got it from Mr. Jauregui" she said and then boom! I remember Lauren again and what happened lately, arghhh I wish I'm just asleep forever so I won't have to remember it. "I see" I simply said "yeah I don't even know why Lauren didn't think of it before pshhh" grace said in sassy tone "probably because she don't really care" I said lowly while looking down, "aww come on y/n cheer up don't think about that for a while okay" grace said then she surprisingly hold my face in both of her hands "smile!!" She said gesturing me to do so, "what if I don't?" I asked challenging "are you sure you're not?" She asked raising her eyebrows, my lips curved into a big smile and she finally let go of my face while laughing too. "I call that the Grace's effect" grace said playfully then flip her hair, well not bad this girl surely could make me smile. "Oh come on that wasn't even hardly a smile" I rolled my eyes and she hit my arm "yeah right it's not a smile it's a grin" she said sticking her tongue out "that's the same meaning" I said, she smile then shrugged.

There's suddenly a thick silence between us making it go awkward.

"Y/n?" Grace asked breaking the silence between us, I look up and ask "yeah?".

She stayed a little more silent...then after a few minutes she speak. "Do you like lauren-erhm I mean Ms.jauregui?" My heart's suddenly starts beating so fucking fast at her question, I watch her but she's only looking down playing with her fingers. "Why have you asked grace?" I asked then she look up to me stare at me straight in the damn eyes "do you?" She asked again...this time I think I should answer her question. I think it's a yes "no..."

"No?" She asked

"Yeah I don't like her" damnit y/n!

"You're lying" she chuckled

I look up at her and see her still looking at me.

"I know you're lying y/n the way you look with her the way you hang out with her the way you treat her it's far from not liking her y/n" she said then smile sadly.

"I know exactly why you're here and crying I know why you're sad y/n".

I felt tears building up in my eyes again.

Then I felt Grace's soft hands caressing my cheeks "don't worry y/n your secret is safe with me" she smiles and wipe the very first tear that come out from my eyes "I'll be here when you need shoulder to cry on okay". I smile at what she said she's really nice "thanks grace you're the best" I said and place my forehead on her neck "pshh I know right don't mention it" she said cockily, I chuckled and lightly hit her arm, she then starts stroking my hair, "mhmm if you keep doing that I'll surely fall asleep again" I said and she laugh then push me.

"Ouuuchie why'd you push me?" I asked rubbing my shoulder, "cause you already sleep I won't you fall asleep again duh I mean it's already 1:24 pm you've been sleeping like forever!" She said then get up. "Awwwwe only 1:24!? Shit I should've slept till the works over" i said pouting.

"Don't worry y/n I think Ms.jauregui's not around the building" grace said, "how'd you know?" I asked "cause her father told me she went out with Lucy",my heart broke into thousand million shattered pieces when I heard what grace said, it's true then she don't really care if I'm hurt lol assuming me.

"Cool" I said

"Come on get up from there!" Grace said handing me out a help. I smile and grab her hand as she pull me up. "Thanks Gracie".

Grace open the door and we both stepped outside.

"I feel like I've got out from prison" I laugh so did grace

"Well who even told you to lock yourself on your office?" Grace asked and I just shrugged.
Right now Lauren jauregui is still in my mind. I'm so jealous right now to be honest. Jealousy's running up through my whole veins. And I can't stop it. It hurts so hurts but I can't do anything.

"Y/n are you okay? You came silent" grace asked and I just nod and gave her a smile

"Awe you're not okay again?" She asked. But I just kept walking, then she suddenly pull my arms and she's surprisingly strong as she spoon me around then pull me into a hug. "First rule never turn your back to me when I'm talking okay y/l/n and wipe that sad face it doesn't look good on you babe" she whispered and i don't know why but I just gripped my hand over her back tighter as I hug her back.

"Y/n!?"

That voice sounds familiar to me...

A/N: a feeling that I've never known ❤️ I'm dealing with it on my own

I got way too much time to be this hurt

Somebody help it's getting worse

What do you do with a broken heart?

Once the light fades everything is dark

LANY VIBES AT THE MOMENT! LOL

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Lol never ignore my I wuv you bby ❤️😉 loser_sucks 😍