Something Just Like This [IzukuxReader]

Our Feelings [14/20]

A few days after All Might's final battle, you have enough voice that you can have a meeting with your homeroom teacher and All Might in your home, with your parents of course. The discussion is about you moving into the soon-to-be-built dorms on the UA campus. Your mother seems to be against it, but your father is very much for it.

You sit in between them, nervous of the fact that your teacher is in your house and one of your idols is there as well, speaking to you and your parents so casually.

"We'd like to move (Y/N) to the dorms. We understand that she's a Support Course student and not at as large amount of risk as the Hero Course students, but Principal Nezu has decided that all students should be moved into dorms, for precautions. The students will be allowed to come home during breaks and on weekends, she won't be moving out completely."

Your parents nod, but your mom then speaks.

"I...have some concerns...my daughter is in a relationship with one of the young men in the Hero Course...will the different courses have separate buildings?"

Your homeroom teacher nods. "Yes. We don't want to cause problems between any of the classes, so each course and grade will have their own dorm buildings."

"Will there be faculty presence at all times?"

This time All Might nods. "Ma'am, there will be several faculty on campus 24-7, and there will be an increased amount of police force in the evenings and at night for extra protection."

For a few minutes it's quiet as your mom thinks, and you wonder if she's still going to say no, but then she nods and gives a small smile.

"I still have concerns...but, I trust that you all will protect my daughter...I give my consent."

Your dad nods and you feel tears in your eyes. "I give my consent as well. Please take care of my daughter."

You don't listen to the rest of the discussion, but you know your homeroom teacher has given your parents a packet with forms and other papers. When they go to leave, you stay behind for a moment before running out behind them.

"All Might!"

Your homeroom teacher continues to the car while All Might stops to look at you. You bite down on your lip as he asks if there's anything wrong, and finally find your courage.

"I...I'm Izuku Midoriya's childhood best friend and his girlfriend as well...I grew up with him and he was always Quirkless when we were young, and suddenly had a Quirk in time for the entrance exams."

"Yes...I know."

"I...is there...a connection between you two?"

It's quiet for a bit, before All Might finally speaks.

"Young (L/N)...that is something I cannot confirm or deny to you. Should the day come, Young Midoriya will give you the information you seek regarding his Quirk."

You figured it would be an answer like that, but it's one that, oddly enough, gives you a sense of ease and you nod.

"Yes...thank you for your time...All Might."

+!+

That night, you convince your parents to drive you to the apartment building Izuku lives in. You have to see him because you hadn't since before Class 1-A left for their failed training camp. Every UA student had been instructed to remain at home until further notice, meaning you couldn't just get up and run to his apartment complex to see him and make sure he was doing ok.

When you knock on the door to this home, you anxiously wait, and when you see Izuku open the door, you instantly throw your arms around his neck in a tight hug.

"(Y/N)-chan! What. How did you—"

"My parents drove me. I had to see you."

Knowing how worried you had been the past couple of days, Izuku nods a bit, hugging you close and letting you just bury your face in his shoulder.

"I'm ok, don't worry."

"That's not possible!" you shout a bit, and it hurts your still healing throat, but you don't care. You pull away from his shoulder with tears in your eyes and it makes Izuku look at you in shock. "It's not possible for me to not worry! Don't you get that I love you so damn much that I can't do anything but worry half the time?! Izuku...I hate this!"

"What...what do you—"

"I...I hate being so worried all the time! I don't know how to not worry! M-my mom worries about my dad still, but not at the level that I worry about you! I worry that I'm going to get a call one day that you're beyond recovery or that you've died! I just...I can't stand it!"

You've been holding these feelings in so long that they just spill out with your tears, and it makes Izuku feel awful. He knew you worried, but not to this extent. Not to the point you would cry and tell him how much you hated it.

And he didn't know what to do.

Well, there was one thing, but he really hoped it wouldn't come to that.

"...do you want to break up then?"

You freeze hearing Izuku say that, just staring at him. How could he suggest such a thing at this time?! You weren't implying that, but...

But you understood his thoughts. If you were worrying so much, though, would breaking up be helpful? Or would you just worry more because you were sad for your lost relationship with the boy you claimed could be the love of your life?

"I-Izuku—"

"I don't want you worrying like this. I don't want you crying and upset because you're worried about me...and if that means we have to break up, then—"

You quickly shut him up with a kiss that lasts longer than any of the ones you've had before. You do this not only to make him stop talking, but also to give yourself a moment to think and figure out what to say and how to say it.

When you pull away finally, you give Izuku the most determined look he's ever seen from you, and he knows that you don't want to end your relationship.

"You're so stupid! You think breaking up is going to keep me from worrying?! Hell no!! I'll worry even more! Izuku...gosh damn it, Izuku! I don't want to break up, I want to marry you someday! I want us to become pros in our fields together! I want to have kids with you, to have a family with you! I don't care how young we are...that's what I want! I'll get over my worry somehow! I just...damn it, don't break up with me to spare my feelings you dummy!"

Izuku has never heard you yell at him before, but hearing you voice your feelings like this makes him hug you close while you keep crying, trying to calm you down as he hides his face in your shoulder, hoping to keep himself from crying as well.

"I...I feel the same..."

He really did. Izuku wanted all the same things you did, he had that figured out weeks ago, but didn't express it to you because he wasn't sure what you wanted. He didn't want you to feel he was trying to decide your future for you. He wanted to know you wanted the same things he did, to get married and have a family together someday.

Even if it was fifteen years from now, that's what you both wanted, and it was out there now.

"I'm sorry that I make you worry...I'm...I'm trying. Trying to get to where you and my mom won't have to..."

"I know."

"It's going to take more time."

"I know that too."

You two stay hugging each other for a while, before Izuku pulls away from your hug with a smile on his face before he kisses you.

"I love you, (Y/N)-chan."

"I love you too, Izuku."

Nothing was going to change that, no matter how much worrying you did over him.

You were going to love him for the rest of your life.