And I know that someone will love me...
But I wanted that someone to be you.
I wanted you to allow me the pleasure of calling you mine.
Of holding your hand.
Of telling you I love you.
To be the one you wanted.
But you don't want me.
And neither would I.
I'm just another star in the void.
Another ripple in time.
Another grain of sand.
That never will I be him.
Never will I hold your hand.
Never will I call you mine.
Never will I tell you I love you.
Because I know you'll say
That's nice.
So you can keep the boy and the love I had left for you.
I can not fight for someone when I'm only going to lose.
I won't fight a war for someone who is not to do the same
I'll look at you, wave, then walk away.
I must not pint over the loss of you
I must not cry over the visions of you and him.
I must not show, you that I am anything but fine.
I will leave.
Leave it all behind.
But darling,
I would wait
Yes, I would wait
But forever's a long time.
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The words I couldn't tell you
PoetryThis reveals my inner most thoughts and feelings about people and things in my life. (I think if you stick around you might find this quite intriguing)