I'm on the never ending road of sadness,
Latching on to anything that makes me feel something... anything but this overwhelming sadness.
But what happens when I meet someone who makes me so happy yet so sad?
Where do I go then?
They add on to the sad,
Yet I latch on because they bring me happiness.
What do I do?
I love her
I'm in love with her
Yet seeing her saddens me.
But holding her makes me feel on cloud nine.
Then comes the nights where I just cry and cry,
And I try to create such an euphoric feeling for myself that I turn to things that I shouldn't,
Unhealthy things,
My habits of latching on is a chaotic mess that will soon crash,
Leaving me in the mess I've created,
Overwhelmed by it all.
I think...
I think I'll take a nap in hopes this will all go away.
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The words I couldn't tell you
PoetryThis reveals my inner most thoughts and feelings about people and things in my life. (I think if you stick around you might find this quite intriguing)
