I want to feel nothing but platonic friendship when she's around yet I can't stop the feelings I truly have for her,
No matter how far I push them down into my stomach,
No matter how many bruised knuckles I have,
No matter how many times I try to convince myself that I'm wrong.
I still know that deep down that I will still have feelings for her.
I'll still find her brown eyes to hold so much life and light.
I'll still find her embrace to be warm and comforting.
I'll still find the way she presents herself to be strong and beautiful.
I'll still find her "flaws" to be flawless.
I'll still find that the way she speaks holds so much power of me.
I'll still find that I like her.
I'll still find that I want her despite everything.
Despite the sadness my feelings bring me because I'm beyond confused.
I want to feel nothing ,
Nothing at all,
Nothing for the girl who makes me feel everything.
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The words I couldn't tell you
PoetryThis reveals my inner most thoughts and feelings about people and things in my life. (I think if you stick around you might find this quite intriguing)
