part 20

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Gray,
Gray fog seeping through the cracks of every wall in sight.
I'm lost,
I'm so lost within the fog that I now find myself suffocating.
Sneaking up on me like the feelings I now have.
Taking me by surprise,
Taking me without warning
And the next thing I knew,
It was all I could think about.
I'm losing myself within the gray,
Can someone take my hand?
Take my hand before I'm trapped here.
I don't want to be trapped here but I can't seem to find my way out.
I'm lost
Lost within the gray
Lost within my thoughts
My lovely little thoughts
That seem to surround my very being
I can't have them
Please take them away.
As far as they can go,
As far as they will stay,
Keep them away from me.
I'm slowly suffocating and not even I could see it.
Save me.
Please,
I'm weak now.
Weak on the thought of you and the way your eyes glisten in the light.
I can't be weak.
Take the gray away.
Take my thoughts away from me,
From you.
I want them gone forever this time.
I can't live like this anymore yet here I am living it.
The sadness I bare seems like I'm disappointed in myself for all that goes on in this head of mine.
And for the way my chest aches when I see you.
Silly me, I'll see the gray for eternity.

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