I could never understand love as a child.
Yes I could understand that I loved my family but I never understood romantic love.
I never understood the concept of being in love with someone.
Let alone loving someone who doesn't love you or doesn't treat you right.
It's funny how much things have changed from then and now.
And how I've grown to fall in love before and now.
Younger me would think I was crazy doing the thing I never grasped.
I don't fully understand my feelings or how I've gotten to the place I am today.
But all I know is that right now I'm just trying to stay afloat.
I'm not trying to wreck something that could be beautiful (I doubt it though) all because of my feelings.
I know my feelings are just as valid as everyone else's but I can't help to feel they are dumb.
I don't need to be in love with her but I suppose that I can't help it.
Sometimes that is just what happens.
And that's why she's in love with him.
She just can't help it.
It's the concept I never grasped as a child.
This is love.
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PoetryThis reveals my inner most thoughts and feelings about people and things in my life. (I think if you stick around you might find this quite intriguing)
