For The First Time

The Day After

After a night out with Jen, Jill thinks harry is barley coming back from idol.

Harry sees Jill sitting down on the couch watching TV. He walks over to her trying to give her a kiss hello.

Harry- "Hey babe. What u watc...."

*Jill moves away as he tries to kiss her*

"What's wrong?" ,as he sits next to her on the couch

-"Ever since idol came back on, everyday you are out longer and hardly helping me with the kids! Do you even care about spending time with them and I? Do you even just care about us?"

-"Jill, I do care and I love the kids! I'm sorry I have been out late I just don't get to see them as often anymore... I love you all and that will never change..."

-"Harry you have come home with the same excuse and sometimes you come home drunk and we yell like this! The next morning I find out our daughters hear us the night before!!"

They both start to tear and Jill looks down fiddling with her hands.

Jill-"I don't want to keep going on with every day being the same... coming home having to pick up the kids, make them dinner, make sure they're set for bed and putting them to sleep! They asking the same question every night... 'where's daddy?' and I would have to answer that he is working late... I can't keep lying to our kids harry..."

Harry sighs looking down

Harry-"things haven't been the same... but don't point the finger just at me. Some nights I see you passed out on the couch and the kids wake up to the door open and close and ask me to make them something for dinner saying that you didn't make them anything! So I'm not the only one to blame here!"

After a long night of fighting, they both have discussed everything over and said it was best to split. Even though it may be rough on the kids, they didn't seem as in love as they use too be when the first got married.

A restless night came along with harry on the couch, Jill in her bed and the kids tucked in.

Jen wakes up in her bed fully rested and ready for her day with Leah.

She goes down stair to make herself pancakes with strawberries and whip cream on the side then turning on the TV to see what is on.

She finished eating and goes to get ready. As she is putting a little bit of makeup on, she gets a call from Marc.

Jen-"Hello?"

Marc-"Hey, the kids miss you so they wanted to give you a call. Here guys, its mommy" *Marc says to the twins in the back ground*

Max-"HI MOMMY WE MISS YOU!!!!!!"

Emme-"When are we going to see you again?"

Jen-"Hi my coconuts!! Oh I miss you guys so much too!! But you guys will be with daddy for another week or two."

Emme-"When we get home can we watch Frozen?!"

Jen-"We sure can baby!

Max-"AND EAT ICE CREAM?!"

Jen-*as she giggles to herself* "As much as we can eat until our tummies explode papi! Mommy has to go now but, I will call you guys soon to check up on how you're doing ok? I love you my coconuts!!!" making kissy noises through the phone and hangs up.

She sets the phone down and continues on with getting ready. She puts on bleached, ripped jeans, a black crop top and black high-tops wedge sneakers. She throws jewelry on quickly as she here's the door bell ring.Jen runs downstairs grabbing her phone, purse and glasses and opens the door to Leah. They both walk back to the car and drive to a few stores.

Leah-"So bestie what's been up with you?" as she says turning down the music a bit.

Jen-"Idol started up again so that is going well. Harry and I went out to dinner last night and I was feeling kind of a weird vibe but, in a good way. I accidentally tripped but then he grabbed me breaking my fall. I twisted my ankle a little but I'm ok now."

-"Explain to me the vibe?"

-"Like he needed to get laid or something"* I say giggling to myself

*leah laughing histerically*

-"Anything else happen on this date?" she says sarcastically

As she stops the car turning the radio down.

Jen-*she blushes and says quietly feeling embarrassed "Shut up.... We kissed...but I pulled away.... but I felt something and I felt safe and wanted and loved... I haven't felt that way since me and beau broke up.... I can't explain how it felt... his lips were soft and I felt like I was in a different world... but then I knocked myself into the real world again after a few seconds and pulled away"

-"Shit Jen, Harry is married!!! What is Jill finds out?!?! What were you thinking kissing him?!?!"

-"That's the thing I didn't think about it... it just happened.... god I just screwed Harry's life up! I'm such a terrible person" *she lets a tear roll down her face

She starts to sob knowing she could be the reason Jill and Harry could end up getting a divorce.

-"What's am I going to do Leah?" she says slowly looking at Leah, tears rolling down her face.

-"Baby, don't cry! It's going to be ok just don't let it happen again or your ass is going to get a beating by Jill!" giggling trying to make a joke to comfort her.

-"Shut up! *she says giggling knowing Leah is just trying to make her feel better "Come on lets continue shopping I need a new pair of louboutins!!"

Jen's P.O.V

We both laugh as Leah turns on the car and head to a different store.It was starting to get late and Leah just dropped me off at the house saying goodbye. I went straight upstairs and put my bags on my bed. I took a shower and got into sweats and a comfortable top. Making myself a small served pizza for dinner, a glass of water and went to the couch. I turned on the TV hoping to see something interesting on to watch.