Chapter 21

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Nicole POV
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So I sit here months later thinking about my dead daughter. I thought it would get easier but it's getting harder. Tears easily fall from my eyes often. There are many thing I didn't understand about the other mothers who lost there children. I didn't think I would want to talk about Ella as much as I do. I want to talk about how much she archived in her short life.she now has her on memorial dance studio, I love to watch the 5 year olds with cancer dancing, I just go and watch. I sometimes take pictures for their moms. but some days I just want to stay home. I can't believe it has been a year since I held my little girl in my arms. I watched her for days in that coma, she never woke up. I never got to say good bye an tell her I love her. the worst day of my life was when they unplugged her from the machine that was keeping her heart pumping. she was Brain dead. she is in heaven now, dancing with the angels.

I've recently adopted a little Chinese girl. she is four and she also loves to dance. I tell her about her big sister Ella. she loves when I tell her about her sissy. I love her and Ella equally. but I will always miss my little dancer with cancer.

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⏰ Last updated: Aug 11, 2014 ⏰

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