A dancer with cancer

Chapter 15

I'm coming home

Coming home

Tell the world I'm coming home

The song played over and over in my head as I left the hospital. I was finally leaving the hospital I felt overjoyed and so happy. I couldn't believe it it has been such a long time since I have been home. I smiled to myself as I thought of the apartment my mommy and I called home. A 50 story apartment with two bedrooms, one bathroom, a kitchen and a small living room. It was a very small apartment,but I liked it just the same.

When I was in the car on the way home my mom and I sang very badly to the radio, I don't think i will have a career in music when I am older. I smiled at the thought. I think my mom enjoyed coming home as much as I did.

When we got to our apartment a took the elevator up, we just smiled in silence at the thought of sleeping in your own bed. I texted Maeve telling i was back home while we were still riding up.

When my mom first unlocked the door, we both dropped or bags and took a deep breath in and out, and then made our way to our rooms.

My room was just like any other 13 year old girl picture of celebs that inspire them. But mine are mostly all talia. I have a lot of candles, because I like to burn them for there scent. A double bed in the corner of my room, a makeup table,makeup everywhere, a huge mirror and a few of my prize dance trophies. (the rest are at my studio.)

I put away my things and then went on my instagram.

Baldforever_101

I was looking at the post and I was noticing something very similar as I went down my wall. Rip talia. I kept on going and going. There was more and more and more. No! No! This can't be happening! I crumbled to the floor sobbing for the sister I never met. I thought of my bucket list i won't be able to meet talia! Why? Why? Why could god do this to me??!! I fall apart crying and crying and crying. Suddenly my mom walks in.

"So you heard? About talia?" She said concerned. I nodded. I think I saw a tear slide down my face like she felt for me, but no one would understand what I was going through right now. I felt like talia was the only one who knew what I was going through. I was so angry. I cried some more. I cried so hard that I started throwing up. My mom was starting to get concerned so she got me some sleeping pills to take.

I took them after I got some pjs on. My mom played ' come on get higher ' as I was falling asleep because It was one of talias favorite songs. She held me as I fell asleep in her arms. I fell asleep crying that night. But, I am not going to tell anyone what I was going through because they would not understand what I was going through,they would think i was

Over reacting. They would say 'she is out of her pain now, isn't that good' I want her out of her pain the other way. I wanted her to beat cancer. But, since she can't do it I will do it for her. I will just keep swimming.

A/N

This chapter was very hard for me to write since talia is so close to me heart.

Just keep swimming