I want to say I kept it hidden. Kept teachers and students and the pack from knowing the abuse I went through. But its hard to do so, when I had a new bruise everyday. When I went from a happy social luna to avoiding people and keeping to myself, or to my mate since I couldn't be out of his sight.
He only lets me go to school because he was there, and since he was two years older than me he pulled me out of school and refused to even let me do online courses to finish. Things got worse when he began hitting me for things like talking to others, or letting other's touch me, even if it was an accident.
Once I turned eighteen he began sexually assulting me. It began as touching me inappropriately, grabbing my butt and crotch. Then it increased and he finally raped me on the night of my heat. I got pregnant but because of the beatings I lost the baby. He of course blamed me, since I was an omega and a runt. It's common for male omegas to loose their babies so everyone assumed it. After that everything got worse and I finally just gave up. I stayed by his saide and let him do what he wanted, praying that he would hit me a little to hard and kill me...but it hasn't happened yet.
Everyone knows by now that he's hurting me but none can do anything about it. Two years after the miscarriage I got pregnant again and had a baby boy. He kept me locked in a room so that I couldn't do anything to make him mad. Then he made me have the baby alone. Now he's two and his name is Liam.
We're sitting outside beside his dad waiting for him to finish training. "Aiden, get up its lunch time." Ashton growls and I stand and pick up Liam. "Papa hold." He says and reaches for the man. I'm always scared he'll hurt Liam as well but since Liam is an alpha and his heir he's as gentle as he can be. I walk beside him with my head down and we sit at the table. I don't eat must for a few reasons. He doesn't like me gaining weight, it makes me puke when he hits me in the stomach, and he uses food as a punishment of sorts.
I help feed Liam and eat the few bites Ashton gives me then take him upstairs for his bath. Once I finish its time for bed and I stand to the side and watch Ashton gently lay him in his crib and sing him a song before placing a loving kiss on his head and running a finger down his cheek. Then he pulls the bars up and walks out pushing me into the wall.
We make it to our room and he throws me on the bed. "I'm going to take a shower, don't move." I lay there and wait for him to get back wondering how he can be so sweet to our son and so vile to me. Suddenly the alarm blares and and I go wide eyed. I know he said to stay but I have to make sure Liam is okay.
I rush out and hear the bathrrom door open behind me but don't stop. I go into the room and grab a now awake and crying Liam and flinch when I feel a hand around my throat. "I told you don't move, you'll get your punishment when this is over." There's a single tear that roles doen my face and then he snatches me into the war room. "Sir the Red Shadow pack are standing at the tree line. They demand you surrender or they'll attack." Ashton growls and demands why they are here. "Sir you've been letting the hunting members hunt on their land. Its an act of defiance and arrogance." One man says and Ashton glares. "We will not surrender. Tell them they will have their fight. Are the women, children, and male omegas safe?"
His father nods and look worriedly towards Liam and I. "All except your Luna and child, son." He manages to keep from sneering. "I'll make sure they're safe, take the men and go outside, wait for my signal." They all exit and he geabs my arm in a death grip and drags me upstairs. "Stay in this room, watch my son and don't open this door for anyone. Got it?" He growls and I just lower my head and nod meekly.
He leaves and locks the door and I sit on the floor and rock Liam to calm him down. "Daddy, why Papa leave? What happen?" I give him a small smile and say "Papa had a problem. But he's gonna take care of it and he'll be back and give you lots of hugs and kisses. Papa will never leave you alone cause he loves you so much." He nods and looks at his hands. "Papa love you too?" I have to take deep breathes so I don't cry. "Just try to sleep baby. He'll be back soon." He nods again and lays on my chest.
