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t w e n t y - f o u r

For @Addictive_Sounds, who wanted praise and biting kinks.

Evan squeezed his eyes shut as Jonathan pressed gentle kisses to his neck and rubbed his hand up and down his side.

"I love you so much," he spoke into the tan skin.

A blush formed on Evan's face as he clutched onto Jonathan's shoulders. He really couldn't help it. His mind was running in circles, going from the present back to the past back to present back to the past...

"Relax, Evan. It's me. I'm not going to hurt you. I would never even think about it."

His voice alone was enough to soothe the Asian, even if just a little.

The American's hand moved down to Evan's thigh and began to rub that instead. After a few minutes, the hand moved yet again, except this time it slithered underneath the sweater the other wore.

Evan shivered when Jonathan's warm hand touched his cold stomach, but it became fine after a while. For the most part, although they weren't being the most physical at the moment, they were being intimate just by Evan allowing Jonathan to roam his body. He'd never done that before and the older realized that. The most he had ever done was touch Evan's thighs whenever he wore skirts or shorts so technically, this was already quite a feat.

Jonathan took his hand out of the sweater and carefully grabbed Evan's sides, pulling him away so they could actually see each other's faces. The younger's eyes said everything as they looked through pink frames.

Surprisingly, Evan cupped his hands around Jonathan's cheeks and kissed his lips, rather than it being the other way around.

The kiss was gentle and loving. When they separated and brown met blue, they rejoined just as fast. Except, this time, Jonathan attempted to progress by licking Evan's bottom lip. To his chagrin, his boyfriend pulled away and looked down.

"I can't do this, Jon; I don't know what I'm doing," he whispered, practically inaudible. He'd only shared simple kisses with the taller male.

Jonathan smiled weakly with sorrow. "I know," he whispered back, into Evan's ear. "It's okay. You don't have to know how, you just have to know why. You can do it. I promise."

Evan brought his head back up and nodded. Then he closed his eyes and kissed Jonathan once more, who repeated his action from before.

Now, considering he was a nerd, Evan had read enough romance novels to know the basics of kissing and sex. There was also the experience he had from previous times, but he wasn't going to think about that. Instead, he was going to focus on Jonathan and this kiss, which he did by shakily parting his lips.

The invitation was gladly (and maybe too eagerly) accepted and not before long, there was a roaming tongue in Evan's mouth.

It was super weird, if he was to be honest, but then again, all of this was. It had to do with it all being newish, really. Could you blame him?

After making out for a few minutes, Jonathan's hands went back to roaming. They both slipped under Evan's sweater and touched the soft tan skin behind it.

"Can I take this off of you?"

The two separated and Evan nodded in response as he began to lift his arms up. With the piece of clothing no longer there, the nerd was left in just his boxers. One part of his brain felt extremely vulnerable and wanted to hide in fear; the other part felt secure and safe and wanted to relish in it.