what could i possibly do without you?
the only thing i can be is lonely, other than that there is absolutely nothing i can do.
nevermind, now that i think about it, you were more than just a dream.
you were more important than just a dream that i could simply wake up from.
what is there to feel?
it hurts to remember those old times.
it hurts to admit the truth.
i don't understand myself quite well.
i thought i did, when you were here with me.
but that all seems fake, i don't know myself.
i don't get why i can't move on from you.
accept the truth that we are over, the fact that we can't be together no matter what goes on.
-the boy who cannot give up on you
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blinded (mona)
Fanfictiona painful story through jisung's view, recalling the old memories he and jaemin had together, the happiness that now brought sorrow.. #11 in the mona tag! (for the final version, please visit my account on AO3: seoktothejin)
