ever since the last letter, i wanted to tell you something i didn't get to tell you.
why i reminded myself as an omega wolf was because i was bullied in middle school.
i wasn't that tall back then, and my bangs always covered my small face, my frame was small.
i was timid, which didn't make my give off a friendly vibe.
the bullies knew they could beat me up without being questioned, i was weak.
i was bullied until high school, which is when people actually began to help me.
the bullies stopped, and i met you.
i was thankful, for everyone who had helped me, and when i had met you, i was still in a big slump.
i didn't want to live.
the bullies insisted i was useless, and i believed them, until you brought the light into my life.
you proved them wrong, i had use to the world.
but now i don't know.
i feel like an omega wolf again.
but this time, i'm bulling myself.
-the boy who is bullying
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blinded (mona)
Fanfictiona painful story through jisung's view, recalling the old memories he and jaemin had together, the happiness that now brought sorrow.. #11 in the mona tag! (for the final version, please visit my account on AO3: seoktothejin)