i'm done with being fake.
i was a bit fake with you, only to make you happy.
that was the only thing on my mind at the time.
making you the happiest person on earth.
i was happy too, when i was with you.
but i used advantage of that, forgetting all of my flaws, using you to be happy.
but i really cared for you, and now i have no one to care for.
why?
-the boy who's confused
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blinded (mona)
Fanfictiona painful story through jisung's view, recalling the old memories he and jaemin had together, the happiness that now brought sorrow.. #11 in the mona tag! (for the final version, please visit my account on AO3: seoktothejin)