how could i forget those precious memories?
they were the golden strings that brought my together from falling apart.
the collection of memories i had in my mind still stayed clear and lucid.
that helped me stay strong.
when i visited you that day, i was so worried, my legs gave out.
i was terrified to meet you, to face the fear of seeing you hurt.
all because of me.
when i finally got the courage to meet you, you had forgotten me.
everything, i tried everything to make you remember, but nothing seemed to work.
i didn't understand, i was so frustrated.
i wanted you to recollect the memories we used to share together, but it didn't seem to work.
i had given up, after many months of failed attempts.
i wanted to pick it up again, but i had no strength left in me to.
-the boy with no courage
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blinded (mona)
Fanfictiona painful story through jisung's view, recalling the old memories he and jaemin had together, the happiness that now brought sorrow.. #11 in the mona tag! (for the final version, please visit my account on AO3: seoktothejin)