your soft voice that always satisfied my heart.
your gentle hands that always were so soothing.
your words that mollified the raging monster within me.
that monster was controlled, all because of you.
but now you're gone, that monster is running around my body, out of control.
it's slowly taking over, making my body it's own home.
i still cannot do anything.
i want to fight this monster, but i'm lacking the courage to.
i start to wonder, who am i?
why am i here right now?
i should be with you, smiling happily together.
but i guess not.
-the boy who's fighting a monster inside him
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blinded (mona)
Fanfictiona painful story through jisung's view, recalling the old memories he and jaemin had together, the happiness that now brought sorrow.. #11 in the mona tag! (for the final version, please visit my account on AO3: seoktothejin)
