i said it was okay, but that's not how i truly feel in my heart.
it's just an excuse to get you to move on.
to make you feel comfortable.
a reason to put on my mask.
my mask was my most comfortable state, at least i thought it was.
until you left.
whenever i put on my mask in front of others, it reminded of your soft hair, your perfect everything.
it.. hurt.
-the boy who is in pain
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blinded (mona)
Fanfictiona painful story through jisung's view, recalling the old memories he and jaemin had together, the happiness that now brought sorrow.. #11 in the mona tag! (for the final version, please visit my account on AO3: seoktothejin)
