i'm happy that jeno is mad at me.
he can use me as an excuse to be mad.
he can relieve stress by using me.
by hating me.
i want to be some use to someone, but there doesn't seem to be anyone there to be with me.
jeno can be happier by using me, so i am glad.
i want to be loved.
i don't care if i'm used.
-the boy who was loved
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blinded (mona)
Fanfictiona painful story through jisung's view, recalling the old memories he and jaemin had together, the happiness that now brought sorrow.. #11 in the mona tag! (for the final version, please visit my account on AO3: seoktothejin)