why did you only forget me?
how could that even be possible?
the person you loved most, the person who you spent most time with.
why didn't you forget chenle? jeno? haechan?
it didn't have to be me.
but it's too late to complain.
you already forgot everything about me.
i can't do anything about it..
that's what makes me even more upset.
i can't even bring you out to a date because you were selfless.
you didn't have to do that, you know.
i lived today so that i could be your tomorrow.
but now i can't be anyone's tomorrow, so what's the point in living today?
i don't know why i haven't ended everything yet.
i just think that maybe there is still some hope of you remembering.
i know right, that's just stupid.
why am i keeping hope, when there isn't any drop of it?
-the boy who hates himself too much
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blinded (mona)
Fanfictiona painful story through jisung's view, recalling the old memories he and jaemin had together, the happiness that now brought sorrow.. #11 in the mona tag! (for the final version, please visit my account on AO3: seoktothejin)
