they told me that time is medicine, but it seems there is no effect so far.
i wished to believe that time would heal these unrepairable wounds, but it seems to make them deeper.
i can't help but keep you on my mind, and as i keep thinking about you, it just makes it worse.
you were like the summer, without the unbearable heat.
without the annoying bugs, the sweat.
the freedom and warmth that wrapped around me, it always made me glad.
summer was always the best time, relaxing, not giving a care in the world.
then we would always hang out together, going on dates with each other...
holding hands together.
occasionally kissing each other on the cheek, blushing.
who cares if we are under chaos, as long as you're there, i'm fine.
our love was that strong.
the only thing that could rip us apart was misunderstandings-- misinterpretations.
what are you thinking about right now?
the only thing i'm thinking about is you, and it's a problem.
-the boy with too many problems
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blinded (mona)
Fanfictiona painful story through jisung's view, recalling the old memories he and jaemin had together, the happiness that now brought sorrow.. #11 in the mona tag! (for the final version, please visit my account on AO3: seoktothejin)
