i visited you a month ago, secretly though, i missed you.
you looked happy with jeno beside you.
i was honestly very jealous, but that jealousy turned myself into an idiot.
i should have met you again, i was stupid.
why was i hesitating?
you were my lover, not jeno, why did i...
it didn't have to turn out this way, but it did.
i should send you something, a sign that i'm here for you.
i'll send you those scorpion grasses we looked at together that one time.
guess what their other name is!
forget-me-not flowers, funny right?
-the boy who gifted you flowers
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blinded (mona)
Fanfictiona painful story through jisung's view, recalling the old memories he and jaemin had together, the happiness that now brought sorrow.. #11 in the mona tag! (for the final version, please visit my account on AO3: seoktothejin)
