even if it was one day, even if it was for an hour..
i want you to remember me, to at least remember my name.
see my almost faded shadow in your deep memories..
but i know, our love is like a unfed flower.
you know what happens to flowers that aren't showered with the love.
it begins to wilt, shrivel, die.
that is the fate of our love, and there is no turning back.
why can't i just forget?
i know i was the one who pushed you out of my heart first, but i keep pulling you back in.
i'm sorry for wanting to forget first.
that was my mistake, but please forgive me for trying to remove you from my heart..
possibly, for breaking your hopes..
but maybe you just forgot about me again.
the blue haired boy.
please remember, even when i'm not there i wish for you to remember me.
your attention may seem like nothing, but to me it was everything..
your company too, everything about you was important..
that included remembering and knowing me.
- the dumb boy
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blinded (mona)
Fanfictiona painful story through jisung's view, recalling the old memories he and jaemin had together, the happiness that now brought sorrow.. #11 in the mona tag! (for the final version, please visit my account on AO3: seoktothejin)