i regret everything i did to those around me.
they only wanted to help me with my problems, i just simply pushed them away.
if i accepted their advice, would i be here right now?
jeno wanted to help, but i refused and ended up hurting his heart more.
his cuts still didn't heal from the last incident, i just made his wound worse.
i wanted to help him, or at least apologize for my cruel actions, but i knew myself.
i couldn't.
he would never accept me.
he is probably still mad at me, and that's okay.
-the boy who happy for jeno
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blinded (mona)
Fanfictiona painful story through jisung's view, recalling the old memories he and jaemin had together, the happiness that now brought sorrow.. #11 in the mona tag! (for the final version, please visit my account on AO3: seoktothejin)
