I guess this is a false advertisement or something because I won't apologize for how I feel. I won't be sorry for who I am anymore. I process things differently and I do what I need to do. What I do apologize for, is not being positive lately. I know I promise to be a beacon of light, but I guess I am just a shadow of who I used to be. So that is something I am sorry for.
I spend 92% of my time and energy to uphold my image to others. I spend 100% on my schooling and grades. I spend 80% to my family and friends. I am tired of being walked over, stomped on, and overused. The universe tested me these past two weeks, from a crippling grade, to a reminder//email from an ex, to the amount of stress I put on myself. I am emotionally and physically tired.
I feel like I'm being punished back in the old days where they used to attach horses to my limbs and lead them in another direction.
And I know that the horses can only go so far before...
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Words I'd Never Say
PoesiaThis is a book of random things ranging from deep thoughts to ideas and drafts for books and random things to just talk about. Comments are greatly appreciated. (It's more like a connection book. I'll write a few things and you respond. Ready? Jus...
